Just spent my last handful of change on a tall can and tiny bottle of whiskey. Spent all my money this month on shit instead of paying rent or puting gas in my car. Absolutely zero food to eat but I can alway walk to the pod bank. This is bad though. I think I'm fucked guys.
>>37730457
good, maybe you'll have to break your routine and do something new. hope you find a way to work it out
>>37730473
I'm not going to change anything. I think subconsciously I want to be homeless an live the hobo life.
>>37730457
I sincerely hope some miracle happens to you so you have mental capacity and content to have a better outlook on life and dig yourself out of what appears to be economic suicide and self medication of depression
>>37730527
In all honesty I'm not really depressed though. I just can't stand the thought of working to pay rent and shit. I want to go live outside in the dirt with the animals and bugs and sleep under the stars.