Seriously is there any point in living a full life if the first 20 years have been terrible?
I'm a 20 y/o khv. I'm an alcoholic. And I'm sad or angry all the time
I'm thinking of getting drunk and ending it tonight. Is there any reason I shouldn't?
>>37729460
My rule is, wait until your half way through, when your over the hump, and it's still all dismal and shit. Then kill yourself in the way of your choosing.
>>37729499
20 years is alot though. I've been a legal adult for years now and I'm meant to be in the prime of my life
Started driinking now see you guys in the next life
20 years might feel like allot but im 29 and everything is finally coming together and im actually thankful for all the hardship i received
>>37729780
whats do you nean? what changedd
>>37729780
9 yewars aint worth libing just to see what couldd haappen
fuck it. im heafing to the tracks now
>>37729625
>20 years is a lot
20 years as in you're only 20 or 20 years as in you're bordering on 40? Because if it's the former then you have plenty of time to change if you go out and change. You'd be surprised how many 20 something fuck ups manage to at least somewhat turn things around. If it's the latter though then my condolences.
>>37729911
Can you not read fuck ass
>>37729936
He is a normie. What did you expect ?
>>37729460
follow your dreams. kill yourself.
>>37729936
You still have time to turn things around OP. I'm 27 and truly fucked, but you're not there yet. I would give my balls to be 20 again with the opportunities and potential I had. You can't say your life isn't worth living until at least 25 and if nothing has changed kill yourself then because that's pretty much the cut off point.
If a job is what you need go to a 2 year technical school and learn a trade that shit is in more demand by employers than ever and maybe you'll meet a girl there. Once you have a job you get a loan for a car, once you have a car you can do whatever the fuck you want. Life's not over for you lad there's still hope and potential there.
I wish I had tge testicular fortitude to kill myself now though. Don't be like me OP you can make something of this life.
>Is there any reason I shouldn't?
We can't tell you the that, it's up to you to find that reason.
>>37729460
when I was 20 I went to college
it's not to late for you.
it just boils down to your iq at that point, whether you can do the work and stay involved in your own life.
being a social reject is hell.
I'm 24 now and planning to die very soon.
this guy >>37730061
is an idiot, everything you learn is from other people, you don't just "find" reason. And the reason you do find might not have anything to do with your sole existence.
go to /adv/ at this stage, try to find a social network that isn't fucking 4chan.
act or nothing will happen