I just wish I felt like I belonged in places again. It's not like I think the world is out to get me or that it owes me compassion and coddling.
I just recognize that I myself am the problem and it's my own fault for pushing others away or not being invested like I should be.
I don't want to be this way, I sincerely don't, but I don't know how to stop.
i used to think this way then i realized people never respect me by default. so even if i advanced somewhere in life my progress would be halted because im unlikeable/ugly
i should have lost weight when i was younger