>be me >20 year ago >just got my dick wet, about to

I don't know if I'd trade this emptiness for the pain that I feel from being with someone for 10 years and having them cheat because 'it just happened'

>>37705683
So you had sex 30 times in a span of 20 years and thought you were good to go?

>>37705712
that's just how it happened, i was really just ballparking the amount, probably more around 27, it's hard to remember, they all just blur together

>>37705701
That sucks anon, did you love her? or was it starting to slip?

>>37705701
You know I actually would, never mind. At least you could learn right away these people don't really give a shit about you. I actually lived years of my life thinking I was going to be happy, that I was going to be okay, now I have no fucking clue if the entire thing was a joke or not. I don't even know if they feel bad at all. I don't think they do, they were a total sociopath and I wasted years humanizing them and helping them. Maybe my perspective is warped but I don't think I can into relationships.

>>37705752
I thought I loved them, according to them it was slipping for a long time, but I don't know how to feel now except hurt and angry. It was pretty codependent.

>>37705754
even when my girlfriend went to jail for throwing acid in someones face, i still stayed with her. Attachment is hard, anon.

there were no mobile phones 20 years ago you faggot

>>37705801
thats because i said it to her after we had sex, and i was trying to slip out

>>37705801
there were, they were just large, expensive, and weren't as functional or ubiquitous

>>37705801
Both of my parents had cell phones in 1996. Huge upgrade from the car phones they had at the time.

>>37705801
Yes there were. People just had pagers back then and didn't check their phones religiously like we do now.

>>37705801
Got my first mobile phone in like 1998, what are you talking about?