I can't stop thinking that people actually have something against me. Every time I do something bad or fail at something there's always this guilt inside of me. When I fail at something I just don't feel like to see any of my friends' or even relatives' faces again out of embarrassment. I once tried to kill myself after failing at something.
I'm sure many of you robots here experienced similar things.. I wonder when can I change..
>>37704496
femanon here
same. whenever I go out, or am with freinds I always have this sudden impeding doom feeling. like, as if everyone is watching to see what I will do, to see if i will screw up and they can have more reason to hate me. like, Ok, so I took my freinds boyfreind. but he was unhappy, and she was a total bitch. like, it's not like I wanted her to hate me, but I just felt so compelled to help him. sometimes life is just so hard, you know?
>>37704530
Well I think it's pretty natural for her to hate you but at the same time you kinda did the right thing since that guy was probably tired as fuck being with her.
>>37704530
>femanon here
shut the fuck up you vapid hole
>>37704587
femanon here.
try to be a little more considerate. I mean, I am the only one giving your shit thread attention
>>37704926
>we're the same people
do our typing styles the same you stupid fucking hole? is your brain in your cunt or something?
>>37704926
OP here, I'm not him
i have this too, anon. i feel like failure is the worst sin and that everyone is hostile and mean and they're just waiting to see me fail.
>>37704530
>femanon here
Nobody fucking cares.
I get this but it's not as bad as it used to be. I try hard to remind myself that nobody really cares about me so it doesn't matter when I fuck up. However, the second people start paying attention to me, that excuse goes away and I feel it hard. I wish I knew how to stop being so sensitive.
>>37704530
>femanon here
fuck off originally
just keep failing and you'll accept it
>>37704496
It's better to try something new and fail than stick to the usual routines, there are a lot of things you can fail at and not sustain significant consequences.
Why?
Personal growth, nobody is perfect anon just learn how to accept that you will fail but also accept that one day you will succeed.