I was about to use the Suicide Helpline's chat program when

may you accommodate me by posting the source of the picture you have posted?

also, why you gonna do it? mabe i can help

>>37700049
If you haven't been enlightened by Juri, I feel sorry for you.

>>37699951
Anon, I'd really recommend you don't. Particularly if you're in the US. When I called a suicide hotline they sent some shallow, unhelpful, not even comforting people over to my home. They tried to get me to go to the hospital which was not an option because I literally had to be out of my apartment the next day. When I refused to go, they left, and the police came banging at my door at 2am.

They barged in, wouldn't even let me put clothes on without watching and humiliating me. They treated me like the scum of the earth. Then they forced me to go to a psych ward for 24 hours. I mean, I guess I'm still alive, but it was an awful experience I wouldn't wish on anyone. Especially someone who is at the lowest they've been and just needing help.

>>37700377
i would agree with this. no one at the hotlines actually want to help you work through your issues. they just want to pass you on to a hospital or psych ward so that their obligation is filled

>>37700413
Eh, I wouldn't go that far. Its just really hard to help someone in that state. I'm a social worker and I've been there and I badly want to help I just usually don't know how.

I think the only time I've successfully helped someone who was sharing suicidal feels was because they weren't a client or online and I was able to provide them with physical comfort.

Regardless, OP should reach out for help in other ways. Don't say you want to kill yourself. Saying you're super depressed and losing the will to live is enough to get it out but not enough to get your door kicked in for you "own good".

I sincerely wish we could live in a society where we could all just accept that wanting to end your life is sometimes apart of life and that's okay.

Hang in there, robot.