help me pls i've managed to start and be in a relationship

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help me pls
i've managed to start and be in a relationship for about a while but i feel like it's strained
we're both awkward losers and that helps but
it's so hard for me to keep a conversation though without going insane
it's like when you have a crush on someone, and you're so shitty and nervous and sperg out at the most minor inconvenience and totally derail everything
i'm so scared of fucking up to the point of no return and they realize i'm not so cool after all
pls help i thought i was over this but i'm not at all