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So this is it.
I guess no one can imagine the day they'll kill themself, until it's sitting infront of you just hours away. All the feels right now, the girl who I thought i'd spend the rest of my life with has finally to treat me as a friend; less than a friend.. a stranger. The cute little things we used to have just isn't in her thoughts anymore, all because of my own doing. I put other things above her such as online games, I didn't appreciate her when she was mine and now she's finding other people.
You're probably asking why i'm here, that question i'm asking myself too. Just sitting here with Adams song, staring at my monitor, wondering which direction I should take my death, one without consequences for my family or friends, or strangers such as cars.. So . Help me?
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>>37694999
> Just sitting here with Adams song,
This made me laugh. Cheer up faggot, you got trips.
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Relatable feel, anon. You never really recover from realizing you've passed up an opportunity to be happy for the rest of your life, you just kind of keep going on, hoping another chance comes along.
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>>37695043
funny thing is, the song just reminds me even more of her. This time it feels real though, there's no amount of talking it through which will be able to set us back in the place where we used to be
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>>37694999
sorry dude, your neurochemicals have arranged in a way that that they're consciously experiencing despair. These chemicals, or this matter was guided to this state by many, many cause and effect reactions affected by probability over the course of all reality.
Unfortunately determinism dictates that no matter what course you take the outcome of your life, your thoughts and your conscious experience were always going to happen, in the exact same way - given the same starting point.
This can mean what you want it to though, an opportunity to let go of the control you think that you have and allow things to happen as they were always going to. Or an opportunity to cling closer to the illusion of free will and try to take actions that drive your reality to a state of your choosing.
Either way - rest assured anything that happens was always going to and there's nothing that can be done about it.
>PLEASE
>TELL
>MOM
>THIS
>IS
>NOT
>HER
>FAULT
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