> be me
> m24 and depressed for about a decade
> deep rooted self hatred
> can't bond with anyone but still got a sex drive
> discover that I love dick but really dislike the rest of the male body
> discover that I love dressing up in my moms clothes
Today
> package finally arrives
> fake silicon boobs, a wig and a 44cm doubledildo
> crossdress for real for the first time and take countless pics
> feelsamazingman.jpg
> get horny
> insert the whole fucking 44cm doubledildo into my ass (not the first time I do anal stuff)
I think I kinda want to become a woman and be treated as such, because of my selfhatred. I think I want to be as far away as possible from my current self.
What do you guys think, despite me being a huge faggot?
>>37688157
that sounds pretty gay OP.
I'm also sure you won't regret it and end up doing an hero with your infertile man-like body at 32, I mean the high suicide rate for trannies is just a meme statisitic.
Stop bein gay
>>37688157
>why haven't you killed yourself yet?
tell your mom you're a faggot also if you think your dead is gonna make her sad
Mental Illness. Get some guns or something Christ
>>37688157
>I think I kinda want to become a woman and be treated as such, because of my selfhatred. I think I want to be as far away as possible from my current self.
>What do you guys think, despite me being a huge faggot?
Being a trap will jist increase your self hatred. Being a faggot will make everyone else hate you too.
>>37688203
This
>>37688192
>>37688203
I know it's pretty fucking gay. I know that.
But does that maybe really come from my selfhatred?
I mean it would be one thing to just be all out gay. But I actually dislike a male body and I would like to be a woman if it would be easy and I would be passable, depite being comfortable in my current body as it is.
But are you even passable?
Pics
>>37688272
This
You do know that you can get out of this whole trap shit right? Pretending to be something you're not isn't gonna change a thing
>>37688313
Not really :/
Like I said. First time crossdressing and without makeup (since I have no idea how to use it correctly)