How do we become more productive and leave this normie infested board forever?
I really would like to help you but I don't think those who escape autism come back here.
>>37687605
Find some kind of tech you anna build. Like vidyas are okay.
Borrow money from the bank. Found a start-up. Hit Steam. Get mad success at life.
You literally just do it for the sake of doing it, dont look to some deeper motivation, just start making little steps towards progress for the sake of it and see what happens/see if you like it.
>>37687605
suicide is the only way out. do it in front of your parents, classmates, or any big crowd of normies