it frustrates me so much when people say "just get a hobby".
like I've never thought of that. nothing is interesting. if I liked things, I would have a hobby. all I do is play video games and refresh the same imageboard pages over and over and sleep. it's a pathetic existence and I don't enjoy it, but I enjoy other things even less.
Interest in what you pursue should be genuine. It's supposed to hook you in enough to keep going. I've never felt good faking enthusiasm for anything, and I've tried it with lots of things which others take to naturally - it all peters out in the end, except for those things which started with genuine interest. Can genuine interest be forced into existence?
Video games are my hobby. People don't take it serious but fuck em
>>37679368
but don't you feel unfulfilled? don't you feel like you're wasting your life? when I play video games all day I really want to die once it's time to sleep
>>37679396
No, I don't. It's not any more of a waste than anything else. The vast majority of people don't make any meaningful contribution to society in their life. Might as well do what you enjoy
That's what happens when you completely give up on women and other people. This is the last place that you'd expect to hear that, I know, but the truth hurts.