How do we accept no one will ever love us? That we don't matter? No one will ever say they missed us or we matter to them. I don't want to feel so miserable and alone anymore.
I don't know how normal people get to socialize and be happy. I just want someone. I know it will never happen. I don't know what to do anymore. I just day dream about anime girls I like and read fanfiction to keep myself not feeling completely alone.