I attempted to kill myself a little over two months ago and after surviving I didn't have that "thank god I'm alive" feeling you always hear about. Sure, I've felt it occasionally since then but it's been very short-lived and usually just a side effect of a manic episode. But I really want to try again. The insignificance of my life and existence is just too painful.
>inb4 myth of sisyphus
bump ,, originomios
>>37677725
>The insignificance of my life and existence is just too painful.
Change yourself. This sounds retarded, but watch How I Met Your Mother and do what Barney does at all times.
>>37677882
Cope through absurdism or..?
I forgot my trip like a huge retard but no one will see this anyway so it doesn't matter
I tried to hang myself in September 2015 but it hurt so now I'm just waiting to turn twenny wun so I can blast my brain matter with a