>traveling from my parents house to grandparents house in Chicago
>board flight
>suddenly aware and conscious of my every action and think a lot before doing anything, even coughing so that I do not get judged negatively by any of the strangers
>sit upright, tight and careful
>eat very slowly to avoid looking awkward
>flight lands
>go outside airport, call Uber because to autistic to hire normal cab
>driver is a fat guy
>get very suspicious of him, think he's trying to kidnap and murder me
>send his cab info to parents in case he actually does anything
>driver tries to be friendly, offers me a chocolate
>refuse thinking there's poison in it
>cautiously sit through the whole ride, check map to make sure he's taking me to the right place
>finally reach
Holy shit how do normies deal with these anxieties? How can they actually enjoy "going out"?
you don't feel this way in public because you aren't a normie
it's because your autistic
no one acts like this except for you dumbass
Christ I thought I was socially anxious. Are you a schizo OP?