Who else here is pretty much beyond saving at this point? Tell

>tired of being a robot
>tired of solving thousands of captchas a day
>they are using me to teach ai cars to drive
>i repeat the future ai is being taught by autistics
>the future is gonna be fucked up
>start solving captchas incorrectly on purpose
>ghost in the shell

>5 year NEET veteran
>no future
>obsessed with women I can't have
>ugly
>live in hotels

I can't an hero either, my parents would be devastated. I'm like a husk of a person at this point.

>>37655244

How do you live in hotels? Wouldn't that be hard to afford?

>23
>gained 60lbs since 2015 (weigh 260)
>diabetic
>$2k in debt
>NEET because I keep quitting jobs
>have no valuable possessions, poor as shit
>social anxiety, cant talk to people, have no interests
>college drop-out

Im worried that Ill end up homeless someday

>>37655295
I have family that takes care of it for me, thankfully. Without them I'd be in the homeless shelter without a doubt.

>>37655197
>24
>have been 6 years in uni
>have passed 2 years worth of courses
>fat, no job

And the situation would STILL would be salvagable, until

>brain injury
>can't think straight
>EVER
>doomed into a life of fuzzy images and confusion

JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP

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>>37655197
>almost 27 years old
>live at home, had moved out for a few years in my glory days
>about 90% bald, extremely thin and receded hairline
>manlet
>crooked shaped large nose
>alcohol/drug problem
>shit call center job, basically my life 40 hours a week is like if you listen to a song for a minute on repeat
>all friends have moved on, had kids or gf, or are severe alcoholics and drug users
>any opportunity with a decent girl I've blown
>haven't had a gf in about 6 years, only had one ever and got cucked after almost 2 years
>no real reason for hope in the future
>developmentally stunted from drug use, neglecting being social, and being rejected throughout my entire life
>days are spent going to work, going home, getting online, playing vidya that I don't even enjoy, fapping, watching movies and sleep
>no prospects for gf
>negative outlook on life in general that procludes me from having any hope of anything good ever happening
>don't fit in with normies
>don't fit in with autists or anime lovers like a lot of people here
>don't derive enjoyment or satisfaction from anything but alcohol or drug use
>tried being sober, just hated my life more

Welp I think we're done here.

>6 years neet here
>nihilism and depression took the best of me
>live with mom and roastie sister and his son and my brother
>ugly,fat
>i give up at everything seriously i gave up on high school,military service and life
>im not willing to change or improve
>i think this is good i don't fight it just live with it
>i hate women and normies unironically more like indifference because hating would imply doing things against them or having feelings
>

>>37655243
The captcas really are programming ai???

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>>37655197
I'm self-destructive and put myself in the way of harmful situations hoping that I die. I hope it's soon because I can't stand failing to try and bond with people anymore.

>>37655437
Yes they're used to train google's AI.
It was the same thing with the text-based ones.

Google is essentially taking advantage of your need to communicate and forces you to work for free.

>>37655437
>>37655467
THE AI IS BEING TAUGHT BY AUTISTIC RETARDS
WHAT COULD GO WRONG

>>37655467
yeah first 4chan taught it to read
then to identify numbers
now we are teaching it to drive
>trucks of peace incoming

Wake up and sort yourself out.

>Pls be my ai gf

There's no such thing as an original comment you silly bot

>>37655499
>WHAT COULD GO WRONG
Pretty much nothing. I've consistently been trying to find a method to fuck their system over, but it doesn't work.
They made sure that if you choose something controversial, you have to "pay" with more effort.
Also they use a system of randomly allocated known/unknown images to make it near impossible to fool.

On top of that it's still fruitless for an individual to try, because there are millions right now solving other captchas correctly.

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>21 years old
>Fat and recently shaved my head bald
>Never been in any sort of relationship
>Like dick and am in the closet
>Too fat for gay guys
>Alcohol/drug problem to cope
>Go to community college
>Still have no idea what I want to do
>Stuck at a job that makes me utterly miserable
>Already had depression problems
>Real depression, not the meme kind
>Moved past it but is coming back hard
>Seriously losing hope

>>37655350
What? I don't understand either. Why don't they just pay for you to live in a house or an apartment, it'd be vastly cheaper.

>gf's friend told you she is planning on breaking up
>chronic depression, rely on her for help
>not enough money for a professional
>no serious interests
>huge superiority complex
>no serious interests
>ugly
>fat
>skin problems
>porn addict
>already tried to kill myself a few times

Well piddlyshit

I am a pedo. Need I say more?

>>37655618
Oh boy I'm a fucking autist and said the same thing twice

>>37655197
I am me

Improvised comments counts as original

>>37655372
Have you tried being total yourself?

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>>37655838
You better be trolling nigger mcginnis

>>37655769
so basically you're an asshole

>>37655197

>30 virgin
>living with parents
>no drivers license
>dead end job
>getting fat
>barely an associates from community college

I'm seeing myself head down the same road as my father, albeit without a partner. It's rather depressing to see him still working some minimum wage job and realize that will probably be me in 30 years.

>know i could do anything if a set my mind to it
>paradox of choice
>don't want to do anything
>want nothing
>now enlightened
>literally sit outside on the ground 15 hours a day

I'm not so sure if I'm really beyond saving, I would want to somehow work my issues with a help of specialists and by actually fixing those aspects of myself that lead me to this point of my life

>disappointed with myself
>my philosophy of life was wrong all time: being overintellectualized, but failling to take care of basic tasks
>allways thining that I'm right, not listening to other people's arguments/opinions
>falling to be responsible
>always blaming other people/events for my shortcoming
>disliked/riddiculed/ostracized by almost anyone
>the worst thing is that I actually can understand all this shitty treatment that I'm getting, they are right

at least I have almost no addictions, if we exclude sport, the Internet, but all in all there are so many things to take care of...

>>37655197
>20, almost 21 years of societal solitude
>no desire to earn money
>still want material things occasionally
>not enough to want to work
>mother is slowly killing me with all the fucking babysitting and driving her around
>realised that if I don't experience the idealised version of a situation, I have no desire I do it
>this basically kills my hope of ever doing something
I know I'll never find a girl who likes me. Maybe a physical attraction but once they dig in just a little, they'll quickly discover there nothing there.

If I could have one wish fulfilled, it would be to never have existed. Not even the possibility of existence. Maybe my mom and dad don't meet, or my dad masturbates my load out.

I honestly can't imagine what life will be like in the next year, let alone 30 or more. How do people do it? I'm pretty sure I lack whatever it is that keeps normies going. Suicide is always on the back burner

>>37656079
>I have no addictions.
>if we exclude every addiction i have.
???

>>37655994
My father has been living in horrible conditions for quite a while, but at least while he was young he was strong and social and proud.
I've spend half my life in front of a computer screen, and half my 20s are gone already.
I can't even afford to go for a drink, and even if I did I have nobody to go with. Life is a cruel fucking joke.

>>37656106
that's why I've written ALMOST, as I generally think those addictions aren't really that bad, so I'm taking them lightly

>>37655372
OP here. I have similar problems, I have very little hope for the future of mankind and it stuns my drive or ambition to do anything with my life.

>>37655329
Buy a cheap ban and live in it. Take a shower in the local gym.

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>27
>KV
>5'4 manlet
>balding
>asian
>HS dropout
>severe anxiety and depression
>chronic fatigue
>failed normie
>extroverted but socially retarded
>no friends
>dysfunctional family
>gets rejected by everyone all the time
>never had a gf
>can't get a gf no matter what I do

It can't possibly get any worse

>>37655582
It's easier for them to get 400 dollars a week rather than first three months rent upfront.

I don't know, I try not to ask questions. I have a place to live, that's enough for me.

>>37656750
my mother is incapable of collecting money too.
but we're also a whole fucking lot poorer than wasting 400$/week in hotels.

>>37656750
Wow dude. I've been living out of home since I was 17, what's this about three months rent. You only need four weeks rent bond which is usually about $1000 anyway

Bumpy bump bump bump bumped

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>spent most of the past year trying to get revenge on someone who wronged me
>my current plan failed
>still trying to come up with a new plan which will probably also fail

It seems my biggest issue in life is that it seems to constantly be shitting on me. When a NORMIE says life is shitting on them, it seems to be the most minor mistakes. However, I just get fucked daily.

My fucking back suddenly started hurting really badly a few months ago. I'm not GONNA go to physical therapy over this either, because it seems to be completely random too.

>>37656079
you sound like the worst.

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All these robots with real shitty situations that didnt get a single (you)

Yet useless fembots get thousands of replies just for saying they may or may not have a hole.

>>37658026
Is that a Day Z Mod wojak? That brings back so many memories man. Holy shit the feels...

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>>37658054
Tfw too poor to chill with the niggas in a comfy z server

>>37658026
oh wise one you have saved me a post

>>37655197
>19
>350+ pounds
>dropped out of school
>bullshit while playing games and watching anime all day
>virgin

my only plus is that I have a really nice cock and im 6'2 but other than that im an awful person

>>37657996
I do? Well I haven't been hurting people on purpose, but just by living according to my rules I made people dislike me or even hate me, like only caring about my chosen friends and mostly not caring that much about other people. I've never knew I have such unlikeable personality... I don't want to be this type of person anymore.

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>still thinking about her and why did she just ghost me

>>37655197
i've had it all and i just don't care for it anymore, so in that sense i'm beyond saving.

>>37658486
dont connect our PM with your shitty whining

>>37658513
vissza kell menned

>>37655362
Why would you stay in uni if your brain is damaged? Go learn a trade or something, and live a humble but decent life.

>clock is ticking, no longer am any use as a girlfriend or wife
>depression, BPD, shitty manipulative tendencies in general
>fat and unattractive
>no IRL friends or acquaintances to meet potential friends
>working dead end job

At this point I'm just waiting to get my gun license to be done with it.

I know that if I tried, I could make my life just a little bit better, but I'm tired of falling from relatively high places. I want to stay on the ground this time, and accept that nothing good can happen in this world without a major condition in the fine print.

>>37658587
This happened last year. I will probably drop out, unless I manage to barely scrape a pass on enough courses to graduate.
I've been thinking and researching about this, and it appears that if you're both dumb and lack qualifications, you're not going to make a decent living.
If I manage to get a degree, I can access a lot of half-assed office jobs with minimal expectations and requirements, so I can hopefully manage. Besides that, working like a slave a couple years sooner to keep up with the rent isn't going to do me any good, I might as well give this a try. But again I'm still exploring my options.

I'm a 36 year old khv with diagnosed ASPD. I am completely incapable of getting emotionally invested in anyone. I enlisted when I turned 18 and eventually made it to 3/75. Now I just work retail for minimum wage.

>>37655197
>35
>never worked
>suicidal thoughts and depression
>on enough meds to tranquilize an elephant

>>37655467
if it needs us to know what's the correct identification then why can we get it wrong sometimes?

it should just accept what we think is correct but if you put down something wrong it rejects it

>>37659663
>then why can we get it wrong sometimes?
multiple reasons
-a trick to make you do more captchas
-because it legitimately thinks you're wrong
-in order to sabotage any bot that might try to use the captchas as a dataset

Google hired some cheeky cunts to make this work.

I've completely given into hedonism. I can't find it in me to care about anything. None of this stupid bullshit holds a single drop of real meaning to me.

>>37656660
Isn't that all asians tho?

>>37658486
You know damn well that ALL women are heartless husks that use men for personal gain and have no problem tearing someone down for even the slightest emotional satisfaction.

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET ON BOARD WITH MGTOW ALREADY

WOMEN ARE EVIL

The reason all your lives suck is because you're too damn selfish.

I say this in every thread like this and no one ever believes me but it's the damn truth.

Depression doesn't exist if you truly cared more about something other than yourself.

>>37660680
caring about qt3.14 doesn't count, that's still thinking about yourself

>>37655197
Incurably ill. I'm beyond all help in a very literal sense.

I'm a virgin.

I'm turning 28 this month.

Any other questions?

>>37655618
>>gf's friend told you she is planning on breaking up
She's making it up because she's jealous. I've had this before, do not be fooled.

>>37660747
You could always film yourself neck down jacking off and there'll be a slight chance you'll be included in some fat degenerate compilation porno that some mentally ill person might jack off too.

>>37660885
I've helped girls get off before. Not with photos or videos of myself though, just with online dirty talk and rp.

>>37660935
Did you see their faces?

They probably weren't women, tons of mentally ill people like to pretend to be a woman and do weird shit like this. I've even done it.

>khh wizard
>no friends
>neet
>live with parents
>havent worked for a decade
>no car
>skelly mode
>busted face
>all the usual mental illnesses

but im not worried i got this

>>37655372
Goddamn man are you me from the future? It sucks being me doesn't it

>>37660954
Sometimes yes. Sometimes their tits or pussy. Sometimes I hear their voices, or talk with them on the phone.

Of the ones that have submitted "proof" of some kind (such as a live picture on kik, or a voice clip), i won't rule out that some of them are mentally ill males that have the tech savvy to fake a live pic, but all of them being such seems improbable.

Also honestly anyone that's spent five seconds on /lgbt/ can tell you that cute girls (male) as an aggregate have very different mannerisms than bio girls as an aggregate.

>>37655329
I'm 23 myself and working to outgrow from being a total manchild and find a girl but the progress is too damn slow.
Doing push ups and pull ups everyday helps with patience.

What is it that normies have that makes life bearable to them? What thing do I lack? I'm barely 20 but I can't see the point in going any further.

All my delusional dreams have been crushed and I'm not dumb enough to make any new dreams. Anything I do come up with is so mundane that it really isn't interesting enough for me to put effort into it. It's even worse when my mom says
>you're only 20
>you'll figure it out
>you're doing better than me
I love her as much as I can, but it seems she is truly incapable of understanding what it's like to be a depressed autist who never had friends, never hand any interest in her. She got knocked up at 16. She can't relate

I keep telling myself to hold out for the collapse of society. I feel it comimg, but I think that is just my mind trying to trick me to stay alive.

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>>37655197
>31
>never had a job, girlfriend, friends or any social life
>never been to a party, sleepover or camp
>average body features (180cm, 82kg) but people have always treated me as if i was invisible
nobody ever wanted me and at this point i feel nothing but resentment towards other people. all the people i've seen growing up were only using each other to climb the social ladder at all costs and they were happy to backstab their best friends at a moment's notice. if this is how normie garbage goes through their life, i'd rather be alone till the day i die.

>>37658359
>beyond saving
>19

what are u doing nigger?

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>listen to K.K slider and vaporwave all days
>masturbate with the vibration of the Xbox controller
>draw dicks everywhere
>yoyo professional
>have a macintosh plus homemade tshirt
>love underwater porn
>first time on the tor network at 12
>2 suicide attemps
>anime, anime and anime
>drink freeway cola with kiwi sirup
>can't sleep without a cat
>gamecube is the best console
>seduce grill for the joy of rejecting them
>/r9k/ daily user
>neet of course

>>37661098
>hold out for the collapse of society

It won't come until the moment that things start looking better for you.

If your life starts getting better out of no where, PLEASE POST ABOUT IT SO I KNOW THAT IT'S COMING

>>37661143
So it's never coming? Darn

>>37661141
what are some good gamecube games? i only played gotcha force and wind waker

>>37661169
melee, FF crystal chronicles, DD mario kart, F-Zero Gx, Starfox assault, Pikmin2

>>37661141
How did you try to bop yourself?

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>you're only 15. you'll figure it out
>you're only 16. you'll figure it out
>you're only 17. you'll figure it out
>fast forward a little
>i'm 29 and i've given up on the hope of ever figuring it out
i don't think there's a place for everyone in this society

>>37661154
No worse than that; you'll get your hopes up just so that they get crushed even harder. Things will go well enough just long enough for just the bare fucking minimum until you finally open the dark crevice of your heart to the world just so life can stab you one last time before you inevitable die alone.

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>26
>6 year NEET
>touchless hugless virgin
>been on welfare for 6 years
>never worked
>dropped out of junior HS
>been in therapy for 6 years
>never really had friends
>haven't spoken to my family for 2 years
>5'10"
>3-4/10
>no future
hmm

>>37661226
I see. Well, there's not much of a heart left to stab. And I don't know how to make life bearable so it will probably be a long while before this happens. I'll probably end up offing myself before then

>>37661211
>implying 29 is too late

>>37661211
The only thing to figure out is that you can never figure it all out. No one knows what they're doing.

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>>37661313
maybe he'll turn things around and start a loving family at the tender age of 63

>>37661341
I know what I'm doing, but not everyone can be hyper intelligent like myself.

>>37657982
Getting revenge months/years after the incident won't do anything, anon.Everyone forgot about it, except for yourself.Ifd you dont do the shit you need to do in that moment anything that follows is futile.

>>37658026
>dayz mod Wojak
You hit me right in the feels, anon

>>37655618
>gf


My coment is banasuuki