Get FL Studio (or a different DAW) NOW. This shit is:
>all free
>fun as hell once you become decent (which only takes a couple of months)
>anonymous (if you choose to be)
>done completely alone in your room
>can get you money
>will save you from the infamous "so anon, what do you do for fun?" question
>etc.
Go to thepiratebay and get it literally RIGHT now