It doesn't matter what i buy, what i do, who i do (implying that will ever happen) i will never be happy and i will always be a person that has anger lashouts and will have a shitty life because of it. Fuck it.
oddly enough i have lashouts too i think from boredom and frustration but only when im alone. too bad there isnt a way tobjust fall over dead at a certain time one day
think a gun or shotgun in the mouth up and back at any angle gonna be an instant death? or will you be alive for a few seconds?
bud dwyer didnt even aim as well asni would want to and he went down instantly. i think about doing this a lot but i dont want to risk living after it if i ever did do it
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I don't know anon, but it needs to end and it needs to end quick.