I'm not a particularly stable person to start this with.
Lately I've been having a lot of difficulty culling my more cruel and psychotic tendencies. It's becoming harder and harder to not do the things the voice in the back of my head wants me to. I feel like screaming all the time.
Everything says my life should be improving but all I see is red. It's like a slow burning hate working its way to a powder keg.
I'm more aware because of a lack of sleep and I wonder whats wrong with me. It can't be a normal thing.
You're becoming an adult...
Or maybe you have parkinsons.
>>37638868
I'm 22. It's a bit late for that.
I doubt it's parkinsons. Physically I'm, by far, in the best shape of my life
>>37638851
Anon lack of sleep makes you're brain chemistry like 10/10 unstable. Trust me get some sleep, wait a day, and if you're still fucked in the head then go see a therapist. And not one of those bullshit therapists who haven't picked up a book since they graduated.
>>37638943
The current bout of crazy has been going for about a week now.
I don't trust doctors. They have no incentive to help.
>>37638954
Some people are genuinely interested in learning about the mind.
If you don't want to see a doctor then do your own research.
>>37639005
And they're not interested in helping because it interrupts their funding for it.
I'm a crazy person so I can't be trusted to self diagnose.