anyone else feel disconected from reality, people and being human?

What if existence itself didn't exist? I try to contemplate that a lot, what if space itself didn't exist? What if both matter and the absence of matter didn't exist?

>>37636261
Dude, life is just a name for your short existence in the universe' ever long timeline. Just try to enjoy your time.

I know how you feel man... I have to distract myself from existential thoughts like that all the time

>>37636367
ive taken on a very nihilistic view on life from a social perspective. meaning I dont care avoit anything so I might as well do whatever. but in the back of my head I always remember that and emotions of happiness or lonliness are all temporary

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>>37636261
I know this feel OP. I'm completely dissociated from most things and people. I mostly perceive human actions and human culture from an indifferent perspective, as if I'm on the outside looking in upon all human life...it's rather difficult to clearly explain. I suggest you do what I'm doing and pass the time by further understanding existence and the universe.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cyclic_model
http://science.howstuffworks.com/dictionary/astronomy-terms/before-big-bang.htm
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mortality_salience
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternal_oblivion

>>37636742
thanks for the links. also nice image.
also you should check this thread out https://wizchan.org/dep/res/144064.html

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yeah, nihilism is a hell of a drug.
nothing bothers me, nothing shocks me, can endure anything, can say no to anything, can say yes to anything.

i have this thing that i call "mortality vision". it's where you look at people and all you see are skeletons with pulsing flesh sacks that excrete brown shit and carry around all this red fluid.

when i look at things they appear so basic, but when you hear those things speak, they try to posture as if they're so much more.

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>>37636261
Shit OP,

I used to feel the same way, Too much fantasizing about teleological concepts makes me life that,

But then I sorta got into existentialism. Admitting that we'll all die someday and still trying to find meaning.

That's the shit that keeps me going OP

You are in my feels

>>37636920
Here's one more link I forgot to include. The Carl Sagan quote is rather cheesy, but this vid puts everything very well into perspective.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iy7NzjCmUf0

I'd say most people go through this sort of thing, where they realize that their existence is entirely pointless. But my attitude is "so what? I'll just live this life and hope something interesting happens" I mean I could kill myself, however I can't deny the fact that life is OK for me, and there's no reason I should do it knowing that is the end.

>>37637045
When i get angry at something or someone or when someone Moral fags 2 me i just think of the universe and the reality we live in and it calms me down knowing these moral fags mean nothing

>>37636261
Man, I remember when I turned seven. I had a bunch of revelations like these. Then you know what happened? I grew up and accepted the fact that I have one of whatever the fuck this is and legitimately do the best I can to improve my health, relationships with people, and my overall well being.

Life is going to be tough until you accept that this is it. It's not going to be anything else unless you make it happen. Who gives a shit about the perception of reality when we can shape that by actually performing an action and establishing the base of reality for others.

None of this matters. Make it matter.

INTP general?

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