Do people actually fall in love? I've never had this feeling

Do you like sonic by any chance?

Congratulations you have autism!

well you have to meet a girl or guy first, you don't feel it for friends or family or it'd be hard to be around them

>>37622865
You just described lack of empathy, which means you have autism like the other robot mentioned

>>37622865
brain damage. at least your life is simple.

>>37622865
No, you're wrong. Aspergers feel something, this feels more like schizotypical.

>>37622884
>>37623174
Psychologists and psychotherapists said I didn't have autism.

At one point I was forced into the psych ward since they thought I was a developing schizophrenic after hurting myself a bit but I had no psychosis at all. I don't feel emotionless like schizotypals apparently are.

I certainly have many offensive and odd opinions though I don't see them as irrational, just offensive and unpopular. I was isolated for years after leaving highschool and haven't had or desired friends in years. I've just never had a close relationship with anyone.

The only thing I was diagnosed with was depression and OCD.

I'm 17 and I just did for the first time. It was the Wednesday before spring break, I was thinking "dann all the girls here look and act the same" all of the sudden a new girl arrives. She's got short, purple hair, she's emo btw( no cuts but wears band shirts like fall out boy, pierce the veil, twenty one pilots, along with chokers). Friend says she's in his guitar class and that she speaks fluent german, Immediately think she's unique and perfect. Day goes by, I walk past her 5 Times a day. Never talk to her bc too beta. The last quarter of the school year goes by and its only been occasional, awkward glances of eye contact and walking near each other. Never talked. Now I can't help but see her when I close my eyes and imagine how different shut would be if I had said something. Love is an amazing feeling, you are happy yet distant, in your own world but extremely observant of everyone around you. Your chest contracts on the outside but at your core, you feel like you're exploding. And the next time you see that magnetic goddess of your soul, time slows and the world gets visibly brighter. As one human to another, I can only hope you feel like this one day

>>37622865
yeah but then they cheat on you

>>37622865
you seem very intelligent

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>>37622865
Anon, this sounds more like a schizoid personality disorder. This means you are a NEET with poor relationships with other people. Basically an extreme introvert. The only thing that might change this is if you feel your normal and that nothing is wrong with you.