>Be me, 24 KHV,
>Somehow meet qt through a friend from high school that *made it* and still associated with me
>Through a couple nights we actually talked, not too much spaghetti even though my autism was hitting me strong
>Finally she asked me to help her study (too autistic to initiate)
>we meet up at local hipster coffee bar, things seem good
>I actually nut up and ask to meet her again for drinks at local bar
>We get drinks, hang out for a couple hours
>Walk her to her ride, after which she initiated my first kiss
>DESU felt super awkward to me, didn't know what to do, but still loved it
>TFW after she rode away she never texted me again
>TFW my first kiss was so bad it drove me future wifey away
>TFW I want to kill myself