TFW I miss my dog so much that I've started to bark when thinking about him
>tfw want to kill myself before my dog dies because we've been together almost my entire life
He is so old and i'm so depressed, we should go together.
>>37608576
>dog died two years ago
>still have dreams about him regularly
>>37609114
At least be there for your dog when he dies. Mine was real sick and had to be put down, but I held him in my arms as he went, it felt like the least I could for him, couldn't stand the thought of letting the vet put him down without me.
>>37609242
it's been 30 months since, my boy had cancer and it was getting to the point where he was in pain and couldn't sleep.
I wasn't there for him at the end. it still hurts
I spent 2 days digging out a grave for him. it was taller than i was. hardest thing i've ever done in my life
Both my childhood dogs have been dead for nearly 2 years. Spent everyday of 14-15 years together. They were my life. Still numb and empty. I know your pain anons and still dream about them regularly. Can't say if it gets better or not.
>>37608576
me and my dog have this weird relationship i used to hate him (my dad named him regan becuse hes a republican and loves regan no shit post im serious we named him regan) and then when i started smoking cigars in the backyard he would cuddle up next to me and let me pet him while my parents where gone i love that dog and i will never admit it.