How do I stop craving for a stimulant high?
Seeing someone doing coke in a movie triggers me a lot then I get nostalgic.
>>37604461
Same. Coke fucked my mind
>>37604518
For me it started with RC stims (MPA) and I never felt so great, even listening to songs I used to listen at that time make me feel very nostalgic.
>>37604461
There is no turning back from this "craving", all you can do is try to let "grow grass" over this massive "pathway of joy" that you created, your brain will NEVER forget this. I'm sorry to say this, but imagine learning an instrument and you've learned one thing wrong from the start: you will need super human training to correct this error, same goes for behaviour.
>>37604605
I've not done real stims for a long time but I started to abuse my ADHD meds for a few months, trying to replicate the feelings
>>37604605
All I can think of in your situation OP is to avoid situations where you might think about coke (the movie for instance, alcohol, stuff you did when you were high (like fapping, dont lie to me niggra)) and by avoid I mean you seriously stay away from it and never return to it, that's how you can firstly stop the cravings and secondly think about them without having a "craveclouded" mind, which in turn leads you to reevaluate it with rational thoughts, that's how you can "destroy" it.
But nevermind, who'd want to pass on a 6hour epic MDMA fapsession
>>37604774
Last time I did was when I got drunk first so I avoid alcohol
Now for abusing ADHD meds that's another story, it depends if I have enough benzo to manage the crash, I just love the laser focus it gives me on the most mundane things (also fapping)
I'd appreciate other anon input on this subject
I dont know man I just don't know. I'm currently a coke addict and I crave it all the time.