How is your day going anon? What are you going to do today?

>>37600121
Going okay, currently working 8am to 12am (2 jobs). Yesterday at my job this really cute dog ran up to me and we played ball, reminded me of simpler times and how lonely I am.

Last night, I messed up my
chance at losing my virginity.
Got pretty damn drunk, talked to a girl during a concert for about 20 minutes, phone died so couldn't really asked for her number. It was the first time I got that deep with a woman.

Today, the hangover is rough. I'm going to grab something to eat, apply to some jobs and attempt to draw.

>>37600165
where do you work at anon?


this is very original

>>37600166
feels bad


how well do you draw?

>>37600224
Bartending all year and at a marquee company May-September, the hours fit nicely together and I get around 1200 extra per month. Down side is that 3/4 days of the week I have 10+ hours days.

>>37600121
It was going fine but sucks. School is fine, I got my grades up, but then, I also told my crush I got something for her and she just rejected.

>>37600121
Shitty so far.
Play video games at work
Last night. Blowjob after two weeks of no sexual activity due to surgery.

How is your day going anon?

Decent. Its really nice out.

>What are you going to do today?

Anime and weed.

>When was the last time something nice happened to you?

I think I saw a qt out the corner of my eye at the store

>>37600338
what could improve your day, anon?

>>37600233
like shit lol, just getting started.

>>37600121
Meh.
Go to the bank to move funds into various accounts.
Dunno. Depression kind of makes everything you'd label as "nice" to exist at or below "neutral". Somebody held the door open for me at a store i guess that'd be it.

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>>37600121
Pretty bad. I fucked up yesterday.
Did she ever even love me?
I got too attached. She was perfect. I curved so many people for someone who doesn't even love me. I bet she said I love you out of pity. Now I feel like we're growing more and more distant. She took sides with some random guy blaming me for him being depressed cause I called his scars kitty scratches. (Everyone else is on my side and thinks he does it for attention) Can things go back to the way they were? What should I do?

>>37600390
Not having a migraine

>>37600449
things will never be the same again after something happened. Forget her, try to have fun with alcohol or drugs and let it sink in for some months. You'll overcome her

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>>37600484
I'm trying but part of me is still hanging on to small red thread. I have people who I know love me but it'll never be the same. She's literally a fucking goddess on Earth. We're exactly alike and I don't think I'll find that again.
Should I burn the bridge or stay friends?

>>37600652
burn the bridge

>>37600121
I have the flu, the flu sucks
IDK if I get better maybe I will draw for a while
My uncle paid me a visit, I made dinner Wich came out really good and managed not to look like a complete waste of space for once

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>>37600652

Serves you right normie fuck.

>>37601007
I'm chad tier attractive but I'm an aspie

>>37601079
If she is your goddess, she would want to accept your all.

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>How is your day going anon?
i got paranoia and embarrassing flashbacks but otherwise its pretty good

>What are you going to do today?
take a piss, send a few messages and commit suicide

>When was the last time something nice happened to you?
that was yesterday evening

>>37601547
what happened yesterday dear anon?

>>37601537
Yeah true. I accept her all

>>37600121
Already terrible.

Netflix and tears

A friend got me drunk last night.

>>37601785
It all gonna be alright :(

>>37601835
Unlikely, in a most original fashion.

>>37600121
its okay, better than yesterday, im no longer in any physical pain.
i should be applying for jobs but i dont even think im going to do that.
the last time something nice happened to me? probably last semester when a girl brought in cookies for me. it was very unexpected and nice of her.

>>37601775
I hope you will go well, anon.

>woke up after 3 hours of sleep
>have doctors appointment in 3 minutes
>have lots of homework to do
>gonna meet mom for a drink later

Yesterday was nice, I visited my dad and went to the pool with him.

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>>37601964
Thanks hope anything on your mind clears up

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I haven't been able to sleep. My day has been a blur of the past 56 hours or so, and no matter how badly I need to sleep I won't go lay down. Night terrors have been frequent lately, and I don't want to dream of watching my sister die anymore. I'm so tired of being afraid of sleep.
Going to spend the day distracting myself from it by playing stupid video games and browsing boards with people I barely have anything in common with beyond a sense of displacement and failure. I should have a career and a plan for my future at this age, but I'm just floating through life on the same part time job I've had since I was 15.

Someone replied to a post I made on /g/ helping him out and thanked me, really sweetly, about 2 weeks ago. I mentally bring it up about once a day, it was the most positive social interaction I've had in a long time.

>>37600252

Any advice for applying for general restaurant jobs with zero experience (server/cash/busser)


In my early 20's and not completely socially retarded or robot looking at all. Trying to get a restaurant/bar job for the summer, but I only fit the requirements for security positions... but I'm trying not to end up doing that

>>37602093

I'll add I have a bunch of other work experience, just not much applicable to the restaurant/bar scene since it's all office and tech related

>>37602012
Yeah, right.
But I hope you'll make up your mind quickly too.

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I have to be out of the house tonight because my parents are having people over.

I'm dreading it because despite having a car and some money, I have nowhere to go, nothing to do, and no friends.

Woke up kinda late, but that happens a lot now that I've finished exams.
Worked with a good friend on a building site for a few days earlier this week, that was quite nice to get out of the house and see him again. Usually there's 3-4 of us but the others aren't back from uni yet. Not sure what I'm gonna do today, probably just arma 3 and youtube.

Looking forward to august, I'm gonna camp in the cotswolds for a couple of weeks doing fieldwork for my disso, got a couple of tabs of acid that I plan to drop while I'm there (I'll be staying alone for it, quite glad that I am). Life ain't too bad

>>37602093
>>37602110
play up any experience you have in any vaguely fast paced environment, be prepared to give examples of teamworking and being able to adapt. Apply even if they say experience required, worst they'll do is say no

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>>37600121
>How is your day going anon?
Bad. I try to read up for tests but I'm a fucking failure. Even my uncle is more of a Chad than me.

>What are you going to do today?
gonna eat, wait till family leaves, then hang out here for the rest of the night, violently beat my meat, feel fucking sad, go to sleep

>When was the last time something nice happened to you?
something Truly nice?
id say about two weeks ago. when my oneitis told me there was an endangered fish species on the cafeteria menu a nd i shouldnt eat it

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>>37602735
My parents are socialites, so I've pretty much perfected how to deal with this scenario

>find the cheapest hotel/motel room available
>book it the night before my parents have their gathering
>torrent a movie or two that I haven't seen
>FF to a few hours before party
>gather my travel belongings (toiletries, laptop, Xbone, cigarettes, comfy clothes, ice chest)
>go to walmart, buy an 18 pack of beer, ice, and plenty of snacks
>drive to hotel/motel, drop off my belongings and plug in all my electronics
>leave hotel and grab dinner at whatever restaurant is closest
>go back to hotel and proceed to get drunk while gayman and watching movies

It's pretty enjoyable, almost like a little getaway. I do this about 12-16 times a year

>>37600121
>How is your day going anon?
My day is ending actually. I work nights, about to go to sleep
>What are you going to do today?
When I wake up, go to work
>When was the last time something nice happened to you?
Christmas

>>37600121
Having a good laugh at th faggot who shot up a supermarket then himself. So days decent for me.

>>37602735
Are these people going to be going into your room? If not, there's no reason you need to leave. Just stock up on food and drinks, and have something to piss in. Make sure you poop beforehand

well, it's 12:30 and I just woke up
I figure I'll sit in my room and play video games all day.

>>37601644
nice messages happened

>>37602987
>tfw desensitized to all of these bombings/shootings/stabbings that

People need to calm the fuck down to be honest

>>37603003
that'd be my preferred solution. thing is I don't trust my parents to lie and say I'm not around. Even if they were I feel shitty cause their friends have a kid not much older than me who's not a failure at life. He has some well-paying job on Wall Street. Me being gone would make it easier for my parents to deflect any conversation about me, so they'd be less embarrassed

>>37602927
I'll probably wind up just taking my laptop to a starbucks or something and sitting around for a few hours.

>>37603090
>taking my laptop to a starbucks

Take your jacket anon. It gets friggin cold in those starbucks and you don't want to catch a cold.

>>37603090
Wew, those hours are going to go by fucking slow. Just get a hotel room my dude, you can get a cheap room with free wifi for like $40

>>37603159
Will you be my mommy please

>>37603172
Honestly, this. I got a hotel room when my roommate had his graduation party at our house, and I'm glad I did. Party started at 7 and lasted until 4

>>37603172
well they would here too, it's not like I lead some kind of exciting life or anything. and I don't really want to be gone overnight, I just need to stay out until the guests leave.

>>37603159
This is gonna be like when I took trains downtown when I was wagecucking, isn't it? They'd crank up the AC so high that I'd have to stand on the platform in 90-degree heat with a jacket, because it was always 60 degrees on the train.

>>37600121
Just woke up, gonna go heat up some breakfast, write some porn, then start my first day at a new job.

>the last time something nice happened to you
Besides getting the job? Finally quitting my old job. It felt so damn good.

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>>37600121
>29yo
>manual job from 7 am to 6:30 pm (10 min for eat)
>min wage
>extra hours not payed
>my only expese are beers

A-at least now, after an year, I can pay an holiday in Rome to my mother that has supported me for the 10 years of NEETdom.