Edgy songs that you like to fuel your anger and sadness:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpmJh2CjSIA
(when I asked crush to what music she listens she sent this band name and this is the first song I listened to, kind of a message)
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edit:
She was not a bad friend. She was the first person I told that I have suicidal tendencies and suggested that I tell my parents, now I am visiting psychiatrist and things are going better, but the main reason why I got so low, would be her, so yeah. Thanks?? idk...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWzJhkrZm5Y