I just got the call that my grandpa died. He was an amazing man. He taught me discipline and that hard work always pays off.
He was a hard worker all his life. He did backbreaking work for most of his life to raise a pretty big family and loved them all equally as much.
When I got the call, I'll admit, I felt bad, but never felt anything. It was when my father told me that he loved me very much and wanted to see me again.
When he said that, I bawled instantly. This man who has given up so much dies and here I am taking this for granted. I just feel like shit.
The worst part was seeing my father cry for the first time. Throughout my life, he was always the person I looked up to. He was how a man should be and I deeply loved and respected him. To see him in that state of emotion broke me, and I didn't know what to do.
I guess it's not long before I'm in my dad's position crying about him
I'm writing this here because I had no one else to talk to since I can't really trust any of my friends except one that I've had since we were in middle school together.
>>37571267
My condolences, I've always had trouble with my uncles suicide.
sorry man. don't know what to say, it's not easy to see strong men cry
>>37571267
>He taught me discipline and that hard work always pays off.
>posted on /r9k/ at 06/07/17(Wed)20:54:38
>>37571267
>hard work always pays off
That's a lie. Sorry you have to hear it like this.
>>37571267
I understand man. My great grandmother died recently. She singlehandedly funded bringing our family to the United States starting during the Korean War. How abs where did she die? In a nursing home, where here attendant fucked up and let go of her as she was getting off the toilet. She fell and suffered a brain injury before dying a few days later. She didn't deserve to die like that man.
https://youtu.be/8dSGmdKfp_A
>>37571585
Sometimes its all you can do