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Why am I afraid to get really close to other people. I'm afraid of people being polite to me.
Afraid of people leaving me and I dont ever feel connected to anyone.
I've never had anyone that nice to me
but he blocked me all of a sudden
and he thinks i only try getting attention
when he doesn't understand i fell in love with him
and doesn't know I still am
he hates me because i did bad things.
I want to kill myself every day and waking up is hard for me. my chest feels heavy and i keep crying. i feel all alone.
im mentally ill like he said
i just want to die. I can't handle these feelings anymore.
im not trying to put myself through pain I just want to be like your child again because my parents dont love me
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im not pathetic either
im normal
considering everything im trying my best to be
but people keep suffocating me with how i should feel
how am I supposed to forget
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Why are you afraid of people being polite to you?
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>>37566005
It just doesnt feel right
its a natural reaction
I like the way he treats me
it makes me feel better
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>>37566062
Did you ever confess to him that you were in love with him? That can make guys feel shy and flustered sometimes and make them run away.
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>>37566199
Um
I accidentally sperged out and said it in a steam message
i deleted him because I thought i was more of a problem than someone he liked
but I brokedown after a day and said I loved him on his steam page
I always did like him and the more I get to know what he's like the more I like him
He hates me though
i think i should die personally. but im too selfish because I have a pipe dream that I can be his friend one day again
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God you sound pathetic.
Even more pathetic than me.
Wish I could be your friend, help you with your issues.
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>>37566247
Aww, that's cute. Maybe he's just shy and has been wrestling with his feelings the past few months.
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>>37566397
I have bad patience
I can't stop this feeling in me
he wont know its me so its okay if i cry here a little
Im trying to be mature
but its hard
to not cry everyday
they all want me dead
i want to die too
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milk is racist because it makes your skin stronger, don't do drugs
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>>37566613
don't spam this thread
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>>37566326
How do I get help?
I havent been able to get a therapist yet due to circumstances
I feel sad
i hope this feeling washes away
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>>37566817
I'll keep an eye out for VR therapy apps. Then you can have a therapist right at home
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