>"I should do x thing today" >"Eh, I'll

>>37565041
fuggggg i've been putting off drawing for the last month, i know that feel anon-kun

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>>37565041
Wanted to start running, reading, painting, lifting some weights and continuing my spanish.

I have lost all motivation.

>get a new custom BMX
>Tell myself I'll build it tomorrow.
>5 weeks later I finally went to the garage and built.
Now it will be another 6 before I actually take it out.

>February 2015
>"I'll lose weight and hit the gym"
>Drop 20lbs
>Stop after two months
>Gain 25 back
>Lose all motivation
>January 2016
>"I'll lose weight for the summer"
>Drop from 190 to 160 by April
>Give up for no reason and go back to 185 by late June
>January 2017
>"I'll really get in shape this year"
>Drop from 191 to 170 in two months
>Give up again and balloon to 200 as of right now

I will never change. I am in the prime of my life and I cannot find the motivation of get in shape and change my ways. What hope do I have when I reach my 30s and 40s when people actually start gaining weight

why is life full of things to do? when am I gonna get a break? dont say death

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>>37565041

>bought car last year
>gonna fix it up and finally get my licsence
>car is sitting rotting away
>still no licsence

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>>37565114
I've been doing a lot more running reading lifting and going to pick french back up again soon. feelsgoodman