>tfw older brother molested me pretty much daily from ages

strong stockholm syndrome
he's dangerous and needs to be put away

>>37563846
I'm pretty certain that he would kill himself if anyone found out, in a way I'm happy that his life has turned out to be so miserable and shit, at least I can take solace in the idea that I'm doing better than him

>>37563798
Sounds like hes a waste if skin.
Pull the trigger, anon

>>37563903
>tell authorities he's a pedophile
>sparks investigation into my household
>my foster brother taken away (They're 13, 14 and 15, I genuinely don't believe he's a threat to them. As much as it sickens me to say it all of the porn I found on his PC featured much younger kids)
>my parents lose all income
>destroy my families life

>>37563884
Yeah but he molested you and looks at degenerate porn which is already degenerate he's a pedophile who says he wouldn't do it again? Do you know that for a fact he wouldn't do that again? What if he causes the same misery you've experienced to another person because you didn't say anything how would you feel terrible right?

>>37563969
Of course I would feel terrible, but he has no opportunity to do that to anyone else. He quite literally sits in his room on his computer all day every day, and has done so for basically the past decade.

If I ever suspected him of trying anything at all with my foster sibling I would definitely physically threaten him, but they have no contact anyway. the only reason he was able to so easily do it to me was because our parents stupidly had us sleeping in the same bed for years.

As to why I don't want to tell, see >>37563934

>>37563934
if you tell the cops he's a pedophile the only one who's will be ruined is his

>>37564042
I'm fairly certain that as a precaution my siblings would be taken away and put back into care homes if word did get out and there was an investigation, I couldn't do that both because of what it would do emotionally for them as well as what it would do financially to my parents

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imagine if someone like this went to jail

>>37564042

Don't be foolish. If his mom and dad are foster parents, it will cause a huge disruption of their family.

Most of the time, adolescents, who abuse children have been sexually abused themselves. So the cops will start an investigation into his parents too. They will almost certainly lose their foster privileges as a result of that.

The only way to fix this is report him. Thinking he won't do this kind of shit again is ridiculous. Once a predator always a predator.

You should walk into his room right now and say "hey remember when you used to molest me"

>>37563798
he obviously stuggles more than you do and might have more fucked up experiences.

>>37564135

If he is really mentally retarded, he should have a good chance to keep him in check.

Confront him at a secluded location, with no witnesses and no cameras and bring a gun. Show him the gun and tell him, that you can still remember what he did to you. Tell him, that if he does something like that ever again, that you will end his life.

That should do it, since nobody will believe him, if he goes to the police, in addition to the fact, that he wont go anyway, since he knows that you have found cp on his pc.

Can't you confront your brother and leave the family out? Knock some guilt and sense into him?

>>37564225
>and bring a gun

Ha I wish, britbong here

I have a few axes and a machete, but I'm pretty sure just punching him would do the job if it ever came to that

If I had access to a gun I would have killed him+myself a long time ago

>>37564256
What would that achieve? He's already a miserable suicidal friendless loser, and I don't believe he's a threat to anyone else. I'm pretty sure that he's far past the point of any return in terms of salvaging his life.

>>37564262
>I have a few axes and a machete

You have just been reported to the MI6 you sick fuck

those are military grade devices of mass destruction

Sounds like you have one fucked up family. Do you think your parents are molesting the adopted kids? It sure sounds like someone molested your brother. I would kill that virus before it spreads.

>>37564300
1. MI6 is foreign affairs, it would be MI5
2. you can have whatever you want in your house, the UK's retarded knife laws only apply on the streets

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>>37563798
I'd probably ignore him, or just tell him how bugged you are by him. I guess you'll probably just hug him and weep not knowing what to say. Obviously don't report him, but feel free to confront him.

>>37564262
Why not just move the fuck out?
Some thing call statue of limitations and you will lose that court case.
You should have reported it but you didnt so it dont matter almost never happened because you refused to speak up.
Congratulations OP, fucking faggot and a closet at that.

>>37564303
I'm certain that it was exposure to the internet at a young age that ruined my brother. My parents were very naive about the internet and got him a computer with no restrictions when he was like 8. I remember him getting caught watching furry porn at that age, and according to my parents they would frequently catch him jacking it to very messed up stuff with no regard to being caught (door wide open, pants round ankles etc.)

My parents are incredibly loving, caring and accepting, which I'm sure has played a part in enabling him throughout his life. Any "normal" parents would have kicked his fat ass out long ago.

>>37564284
You have a pretty fucked situation. If it were me, I'd just keep my mouth shut, as long as the rest of the family is fine. So fuck him, let him dig his own grave.

>>37564389
>Why not just move the fuck out?
>going to university in October

>Congratulations OP, fucking faggot and a closet at that.

I'm actually openly bisexual, so only the former

>>37564392

>Kicking out a mentally challenged kid for being retarded
>Yeah that will surely help him.

>>37563798
That's a pretty fucked up situation. Why would you let that continue for years daily, and even still live there? Move out

wow that's pretty risky OP.

on one hand, you seem pretty sure this guy is to blame for all your problems, and he's not really contributing to society. if he killed himself would it really effect anyone? You're so sure your parents would kick him out so they must be fed up with him too

And for all your know he could get his life together on the outside. realize no one is giving him a free ride now

>>37564505
I see your point, but I'm not sure how cooking, cleaning and doing every adult task for him all his life has exactly helped him either.

As I said, he is 26, can't drive, cook, parents clean his room and clothes, he hasn't "gone out" in years, and he spends 90% of his time browsing reddit or fucked up porn.

I think he would have been better off out on the street a long time ago.

>>37564138
this

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>>37564588
>reddit

the average redditor ladies and gentlemen

>>37563798
>foster carers
He probably molested other children aside from you. He needs to be put away, for the good of society. People like him a irredeemable at that age, the brain is fully developed there's nothing that can be done for him.

>>37563846
Constant accusations of "stockholm syndrome" is counter-mind control used by headhunting police and prosecutors. If OP is moving forward and his life and doesn't care about his brother, who cares.

>>37564588

How the fuck can one not be able to cook?

>Cut veggies and Meat
>Throw veggies and meat into hot pan with oil
>Throw in spices
>Mix with boiled rice
>Serve

Lel.

>>37564813
How the fuck can one get off to videos of toddlers being abused and small animals being raped to death? I ask myself the same questions about him

>>37563798
Confront him with your family in the same room. He will only continue to destroy peoples lives and maybe molest children if he doesnt do that already.

>>37563798
>>now 19, lost over 40kg in the past year, started lift'n
>>morbidly obese, 0 friends, 26 and never had a job and lives at home

Sounds like you could beat the shit out of him.
Beat the shit out of him.

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>>37563798
I have no idea what you should do, that is a fucked up situation.

All I want to say is good on you OP, you were dealt a shit hand and played it like a fucking champion.

>>37563798
First of all, I just want to say I'm sorry, that really fucking sucks and I hope that you can live a normal life in the future. I understand that you probably hate him, but have you tried to get him outside or done anything with him? If you can, try to get him to go to the movies or bowling or something. Just try to give him something to do, it might help him and your relationship. If that doesn't do anything, I honestly don't know what you can do. If you're sure he won't do anything again, I guess it's up to you to carry that fucked up secret.

>>37564813
i sort of can but my parents do 90% of the cooking. they also seem to get really predatory and angry if i try to make my own food or don't eat theirs

They're really nice people this is the one thing that's fucking weird. we're farmers so maybe it's like 'the animal will not love you if you don't feed it'

>>37563798
the thing is that if he does only stare at his computer all day, he might also find that thread...

>>37564974
>If you can, try to get him to go to the movies or bowling or something. Just try to give him something to do, it might help him and your relationship.

I don't want to help our relationship, if I had what I wanted he would off himself tonight, but I know that would destroy my parents.

All I want is to move on and get the hell away from him, but then I would be leaving my parents the responsibility of caring for this miserable failure of a person for (probably) the rest of their lives.

I have genuinely considered killing him many times, almost as much as I've considered doing it to myself.

>>37565024
He doesn't go on 4chan, when I've looked at his history he pretty much exclusively browses Reddit, you tube and furry porn sites.

>>37565073
>touching that cum stained keyboard
>you now have the same cum on your fingers as when you were 10

>>37563798
Are there any more kids or teenagers in the house?

>>37565081
You don't need to touch the keyboard to look at browser history anon

>>37565073
Post his reddit account if he has one. I want to know what goes on in the mind of a guy like that.

>>37565100
Yes, as I said I have three adolescent foster brothers. I would be afraid for them were it not for the fact that he has little to no contact with them (the events with him and myself were only possible because of circumstance, our parents had us sleep in the same bed for years), as well as the fact that, as much as it sickens me to say, all of the cp I found on his PC (as well as the drawn loli/furry porn he browses) features much younger children, if not babies, whereas my foster siblings are all adolescents,.

If I ever suspected him of trying anything with them, I would hopefully work up the courage to kill him (and in all likelihood, myself as well)

>>37564974

who says OP even wants a relationship with that sick fuck? I mean how fucked up is that, "Hey shit-tier brother, lets go bowling and reminisce about how you used to touch me."

fuck that noise.

>>37565146
I've never paid attention to it, I'll check in the morning and post it in a new thread if anyone from TT will be around to see it.

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>>37563798
I sucked my neighbours dick at age 6, he was 15.
I've had worse things happening in my life, so it was really never a big part of me.
I even went to a Male Survivor event in Oslo and I pretty much confirmed that it's not bothering me that much
But after going there I realized that the guy I sucked had been convicted for abusing other and I realised he could have more victims, so I'm suing him
my parents are also foster-carers and my dad adviced me against it, probably because it'll paint him badly if it got spread.
if your parents really care about you they'll put your and your brothers health before their foster rights, and if they don't then fuck them

At this point you're enabling yourself, your family and your brother.
when I mentioned worse stuff that has happened, one of those is my brother dying.
you'll be much better of potentially crying over your brothers death than losing your chance to get him, your family and yourself the help you need.

pic rel.
it's me and my wife
I haven't "made it" and this won't be a magic bullet for any of you
it'll hurt more than how much it hurts now at first, but at least you'll get a chance to put yourself and others into better tracks

>>37563798

I would rape you too. Take it as a compliment roast and move on.

>>37565168
I'd still be somewhat worried about the 13 y.o. Maybe you could talk to them and warn them without telling about your own story (ie "your brother is messed up in the head and he might try to hurt you, if he tries anything sexual scream/fight and tell mom or me")

There's no standard or morally right solution for this kind of problems. You should focus on two things. One is to keep yourself stable and functional (don't expose yourself to too much shit) and the other is to make sure this piece of shit doesn't touch anyone else. Also congratulations for managing to get this far despite all that fucked up shit you've been through.

>>37565227
>if your parents really care about you they'll put your and your brothers health before their foster rights, and if they don't then fuck them


My parents are already paying for therapy for my depression, and they're incredibly supportive and loving. I'm 100% sure that if I told them they would support me 100% and practically disown my brother. That's what I'm afraid of. He needs them more than I do.

Also, they managed to start fostering after both leaving awful soul destroying commuting jobs after 2 decades (the isolation of which created the environment for my brother to be able to molest me with impunity ion the first place)

I care about my parents far more than I care about my brother or myself, If it came down to it I would gladly kill him and myself if it meant they could be rid of the burden of having to care for two fucked up mentally ill children and would protect their ability to foster (a job that they're genuinely passionate about and enjoy)

>>37565194
i surely will

>>37565168
You are a sick fuck. It's almost liek you WANT him to molest your younger siblings. If you didn't want that you would turn him in for what he did to you. OP your a sick fuck. Put the pedophile in jail who literally lives in the same house as children

>>37565366
I take it you didn't read the posts where I explained that doing so would destroy the livelihood that my parents have been working for decades to attain as well as force my foster siblings out of a loving household back into the care home system?

They're safe, we live in a large house with security cameras and there's no way he could possibly get them in a compromising situation without there being another adult around. Even in the event that he actually left his room.

>>37565332
Ur such a fag man this has to be all fake. You previously stated that you would like to kill him or see him kill himself. Now ur saying "he needs them more than I do" just kill yourself man. The world will be a better place

>>37565227
That's pretty sad desu man. Having sucked a dick is something that never goes away.

>>37565052
Yeah, then don't force yourself to be his friend. I don't know what you can do for your parents, if they can't take care of him and want him out of the house, it's their duty to kick him the fuck out.

>>37565470
Your posts are boring, please try harder in future

>>37565451
You care more about your parents getting money for foster care than the kids themselves. Your just deluding yourself thinking nothing could happen. It's honestly pretty fucking gross that you let it fester like this with young children in the house

Like most threads, OP is a faggot

Kill yourself my man

>>37565530
So what would you have me do exactly?

If you honestly want nothing to happen to your shitty brother, which i don't understand at all (but you're the victim here so I won't judge)... just wait until the statute of limitations is over and THEN tell your family. He won't go to jail, maybe your parents will disown him but at least he won't go to jail.

So why was what your brother did to you so bad. I'm curious, you're talking about having wanted to kill him. Is what he did so bad? Why?

>>37565586
It's not that I don't want anything to happen to him, it's the fact that if it ever got out it would destroy my parents livelihood. I don't know whether whatever sort of closure I could get from telling anyone would outweigh that fact.

>>37565556
You are really asking? TURN HIM IN. He's a sick child molester and CP collecter. Get him put in jail. Your parents will be okay they can get a real job I'm sure. But most importantly the child molester won't be living with children anymore. You are very naive to just assume he won't do anything to them.

>>37565288
OP, listen to this guy, it is extremely important to warn the other kids about your brother

>>37565556
Most of the people don't understand how difficult this situation is.
But I do agree you should at least warn your foster brothers about that piece of shit.

>>37565607
Well at the time I enjoyed it, It was never violent, I trusted him completely and so went along with whatever he asked.

For a long time I asked myself that same question, but it's only in recent years that I've come to terms with the fact that my longstanding anxiety, depression, body image issues, conflicting sexual desires and massive amounts of self hatred is likely heavily based in what he did to me.

As much as I loved my brother and attempted to justify his actions in my head over the years, It's hard to maintain that I'm not a victim when the mental issues that have made my life hell from a young age are pretty much textbook examples of childhood sexual abuse victims.

>>37565227
norsk??? kan du ordne meg jobb????

This guy is a piece of shit. The cp on the computer alone should be reason to kick him out, not to mention him molesting you. This guy needs to kill himself.

>>37565710
Well you are a victim obviously but why do you did you start feeling this way?

>>37565766
Feeling what way? I've been anxious, antisocial and depressed throughout all of my youth, it's only relatively recently that I've started to come to terms with ideas of why I've felt the way I have. Therapy has helped in a way, but most if i has just come through self reflection following a couple of failed suicide attempts.

>>37565741
Jobben din kan vere a suge pikken min

Fuck 4chan, not allowing norwegian characters :(

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>>37565332
well gee, I guess I'm the idiot for trying to help you
stop paying for therapy, stop taking the meds I'm willing to bet you're taking
there are tons of places to get free help if you're on about saving your parents money.
you're painting yourself a hypotethical martyr while being illusioned about the facts and logic.
you're even facing a mirror, of what you could have been, and here I am screaming back at you
>>37565499
the only remnant is that I'm hypersexual to a low degree, have a controllable depression and I need to wash my dick after peeing to not get reminded of the scent of his unwashed pungent wartstick
otherwise, the place it happened was somehow blown away by the wind (it was a lone shack and we get strong winds there), he's 1.60, balding and by rumors a druggie.
I'm not revengeful, but it helps.
and as I've said, there are worse things
>>37565741
Lol, yes, but nope I just happen to be moving out now.
hvilken by flytter du til?

Call cops plan sounds good.
Brother or not, why does it matter, fucking scumbag deserves to rot in hell.

Send him to prison, or live with the injustice.
Parents find out years down the line - lives destroyed, little years left to recover.

Get it over with, anon.
Piece of shit needs deletion.

>>37565741
>>37565227
flytter hvor som helst, trenger arbeid.

hvordan ordne meg kone????

sa klart ma du anmelde og lage en stor sak ut av det som har skjedd forresten. pedoer fortjener a do

>>37565813
What ideas? Do you think you're gay? A paedophile? Sorry I'm just trying to understand what exactly causes people to feel this way over time. Of course it started because of what he did but what else brings you to this point. Do you think you're gay? A paedophile? Are you worried about turning out like him?

So he just molested you? I could understand rape but sending someone to prison for presumably "touching" you is retarded even if he's a fat, lazy, unmotivated sack of shit. I remember some older dude in his late teens used to suck me off when I was 6. So fucking what? I don't understand the big deal.

>>37566001
>What ideas?

The idea that most of my social and emotional issues are directly related to and caused by the sexual abuse I went through rather than being innate to my personality and self, the thought of which has played a huge part in my self hatred and blame throughout my youth.

>Do you think you're gay?

I know that I'm bisexual, idk how much that has to do with what happened to me, but that doesn't really bother me that much. I'm comfortable with my sexuality, it's my ability to socialize and emotionally connect with other humans that's fucked

>A paedophile?

I've had intrusive, sexually violent thoughts for most of my life, but they disgust me. They've been a big factor in my depression and suicidal tendencies throughout my life, although I believe that I'm getting better

> Are you worried about turning out like him?

Of course, as I've said, my main motivator in life is the desire to not have that happen

>>37563798
Put the motherfucker away. It'll help you come to terms, will make the world a better place, and the little fuck will get what he deserves. Sorry to hear about your childhood, too. That's fucked.

>>37566023
I'm not sure what you're getting at? He fucked me, and did pretty much anything and everything else with me throughout the many years that he has unrestricted access to me, including involving out pets and many toys.

As I've said a few times ITT, I was of the same opinion, that it wasn't a big deal and that I as being a bitch for feeling the way I did. It's only now that I'm coming to realized that the crippling emotional issues I've had all through my childhood are pretty directly tied to those events.

>>37563798
OP, wait for a time when you'll be home alone with him, then confront him about the molestation while recording him with a hidden camera and get him to admit it on tape. After stopping the recording and saving the clip on your computer (also cloud or usb), beat him half to death (don't kill him), call the cops, report him for having molested you and claim that he tried to assault you when you found the illegal pornography on his computer.

Extremely important:
DO NOT FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!!!!!!!!!! because you'll risk fucking this up and he'll get away with it.

>caring

not like he gave a fuck when he did those things to you or even now since he hasnt apologized

>>37566168
Here's a good idea. If he really has cp then report him to the FBI. Problem solved.

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>>37566225
Spotted the teenage girl.

>>37566328
>then report him to the FBI

He's in the UK

>>37566361
I don't know what else to say to make you feel better. British authorities then?

>>37565073

There goes any sympathy i might have had for him.

>>37563798
you should kill him anon, just poison him or something

Do nothing. You don't think he's a threat to anyone else and his life is already pretty miserable, so why do anything? What will throwing him in jail really accomplish?

>>37563798
Strive like a wolf.
Leave your household.
You're a good person so listen to me.
Stay away and find new peers.
Don't associate yourself to him in any way unless you are ready to face the waterfall of problems that will arise.
You can't change someone's life if even you yourself can't easily change your own.

>>37563798
Stockholm syndrome. Get him arrested or at least kicked from home he actually deserves to die. Do it Anon, he's worthless scum and hasn't tried to reform himself, if he an heroes that's one less cancer in the world. Best of luck

Quick question OP, just out of curiosity, how do you know that he is suicidal? Are you just assuming or do you somehow actually know?

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>>37566799

Get him raped.

But seeing as OP is an adult now, he can't really do shit, since the statute of limitations likely wore out. Or not, I don't know. But, since OP managed to unfuck his life in the face of this, I don't see what telling the family will do besides dredge up tons of denial/rage/sadness and everything else. Do you want that op? For everyone in the family to share in your pain or to keep it to yourself and continue letting him live his miserable life? Or will you take the steps necessary to make him suffer as you were made to suffer?

>>37564424
Alright but why not just report his ass.
Also I skim read so nice passive aggressive text smirk.
Look I'd this is real you should report him failure to report a crime is a crime.

>>37565115
This is a bait thread but since op is gay he must have been molested.
Op you're a dag and you'r shits all retarded..
How do you know he does this and do you have proof? Wanna bet youre lying

Dont lie, you were probably asking for it. You whore.

>>37563934
youre so retarded sitting here defending a furry loving pedo who touched your cock when you were young. You probably liked it you faggot thats why you wont tell on him.

>>37563798
You just wrote the past which is the future in reverse timeline.
Like I've always said: Be careful what you write.
If there is free will there is opposite free will.