It's another autistic things you do/did thread. >Be me

Fixing typo,
>Remeber one time I had to go so bad I shit in a grocery bag when I was 11

>>37551051
When I was a child I also had a similar fear. I would never shit because I was absolutely terrified that the toilet would clog and flood the entire building. I had to wear diapers for ages but even then I would try to hold it in longer than I could, and eventually it would all come out and sometimes it was too much to contain.

Now that I'm older, holding in my poop and teasing myself before finally slowly pooping arouses me so much. Same with peeing. I have a huge fucking piss and shit kink thanks to some childhood trauma.

i mean, alot of people here piss in bottles because they dont want tro chance human interaction by leaving their room, so this isn't that bad.
I've shit in bags because its 4am and I don't want to go through the house.

>>37551200
It smells though, like real bad. I can't stand it, otherwise I might.

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>>37551051
>Can't eat without putting food dye of different colours into meal
>blue spaghetti, green cheese sandwiches
>have bulimic binges where I eat incredible amounts for a human and then make sure it's all gone with the colour coded puke.
>do it in trays to make sure everything is accounted for.

do this every day almost and am constantly running out of food and I need to stop but I dont know that I ever will.