Welp, I finally hit a new KV milestone. While wanking it to clips

>>37542406
What websites do you use to fap to hentai ?

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Nothing wrong with that. You're enlightened anon. Find yourself a nice waifu and settle with her now.

>>37542406
That was me back in high school desu

>>37542517

I've been using hentai haven. Nice polish but they update too slowly imo. Ahegao online is superior I think. Faster uploads. Better previews. Minamalist and straight-forward and has no obnoxious memeing in the comments.

I've reached that point now too, anon.

With 3D, I can only feel one of these three reactions
>(Professional porn) Wow, it's all so fake
>Total disgust (BLACKED, whores, etc.)
>(Amateur porn, especially where the two people seem to genuinely love each other) Sadness

With 2D it's different. More fetishes to explore, and while I can feel sympathy/empathy for the characters I don't have to. Cuter too.

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>>37542673
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yup reached this conclusion as well thank god for japan and the mass amount of hentai produced

>>37542673
>Total disgust (BLACKED, whores, etc.)
Why is r9k racist? You can be edgy without imitating pol you know.
>(Amateur porn, especially where the two people seem to genuinely love each other) Sadness
Yup. It legit makes me want to kms.

>>37542406
I fap to 2D about a quarter of the time, and 3D the rest.

>>37542523
Why does waifu go after asexual if that still involves attraction. If you're like me, you become asexual because you've gone so long without human contact that kinda just stop caring about it all together.

>>37542523

can't into waifus. I deeply sympathize and understand those who do, but I simply can't delude myself into it... at least not yet. can you imagine how sophisticated this shit is all going to get in the next 10 years. Japan is already selling waifu clocks that follow you on your smartphone and greet everyday and shit. Hopefully VR also steps it's game up in the next two decades. I welcome our future electronic dystopia.The waifu revolution can't come sooner enough.

>>37542738
>Why is r9k racist? You can be edgy without imitating pol you know.
>the only racist place in the entire world is /pol/
>no one is allowed to be disgusted by interracial porn.

>Yup. It legit makes me want to kms.
It's like seeing cute couples in real life, but somehow even more terrible. It eats at the soul and kills all erections. To see two people in love making love hurts like nothing else.

>>37542778
>If you're like me, you become asexual because you've gone so long without human contact that kinda just stop caring about it all together.
Yeah me too. But afterward, after you've ceased to be attracted to 3D women (out of necessity), you can slowly become attracted to 2D women instead. You've just gotta be open to it and watch enough anime. Your waifu will find you.
>>37542788
Oh yeah, the waifu-in-a-cylinder thing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRjnII_J6rQ

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yeah, fucking seven years ago.

>>37542796
>no one is allowed to be disgusted by interracial porn
Why though? I don't understand why it would bother anyone that wasn't raised to be racist.
I go on pol for the laughs and the conspiracy theories and chat with nazis but I've never been racist.

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>>37542788
>>37542869

I'm really looking forward to it. I just hope I don't get cucked by the singularity like in pic related.

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>>37542673
>(Amateur porn, especially where the two people seem to genuinely love each other) Sadness
stop

>>37542869
I've been watching anime for quite some time and mostly jack off to doujins but I still get sad when I see cute 3D girls.
>>37542958
This movie's protagonist was insufferable. The definition of a failed normie

>>37542929
>Why though? I don't understand why it would bother anyone that wasn't raised to be racist.
It feels wrong in an instinctual way. I can't describe it if you can't feel it. I wasn't even raised in a "racist" household or anything. There's just something disgusting and wrong about it.

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>>37542958
>tfw progress in robotics and AI cause great social unrest and normies destroy our robowaifus
REEEEEEEE
I'm ashamed of being a meatbag like them desu.

>>37542796
>no one is allowed to be disgusted by interracial porn.
I got black friends but I hate how their dick looks and seeing that shit ruins the immersion
am I waysis

>>37543007
Makes no sense to me desu. I do see that society is trying to encourage interracial relationships though. It's partly just to reduce racism and encourage mixing between social classes, etc. Many people pushing this have the best of intentions. It never bothered me. Wouldn't it be great if no one gave a shit about these things? But the nazis see it differently of course. Honestly they have some good points. But I'm still not "disgusted" by it kek. I'll never be.

>>37542406
I hit that milestone at age 14.

>>37542788
Who said anything about waifus anon? We're talking about 2D porn here. You don't have to want to marry a cartoon girl to get off to her.

>tfw jacking off is becoming more and more difficult because seeing two people, even fictional, having sex makes me sad
Am I too far gone?

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>>37542869
>>37542788
>Hopefully VR also steps it's game up in the next two decades. I welcome our future electronic dystopia.The waifu revolution can't come sooner enough.

I truly can't wait for the VR future. I want to leave real people behind.

>>37543310
Not gone far enough. You're in an in-between where there's the most sadness.
Disassociate yourself from 3Dsexuality and you'll stop missing it.

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>>37542406
Ages ago went pro porn>'hardcore' pro porn>amateur>fetish amateur>hentai>doujin

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>>37543349
What would be awesome is augmented reality waifus. And if it could work with something like google glasses instead of a full VR headset. Your waifu could hang around in your house doing stuff. Chat with you when you do things and watch movies with you, etc. Maybe it could project itself into bodypillows so you can cuddle, etc. It's not that far off.

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>>37543007
Listen man, no one else is going to reveal this cold hard truth. Humans have adjusted to their environments over hundreds of thousands of years. A very simple example is drinking cow's milk - Europeans were the first to drink cow's milk, and thus their bodies have an easier time digesting it, where as Asians and Africans have a 95% lactose intolerance rate since they never adapted to it.

Now, how long have we been drinking cow's milk? 7500 years ago it's estimated. Now, how long have humans been in tribes of their same skin color, and fighting/killing other tribes of a different skin color? Well over 500,000+ years.

Humans have adapted racism as a survival mechanism. This is why you're disgusted by racemixing. This also explains how racism is actually healthy - for example, if you see a black and instinctively reach for your knife just in case, you'll have a much higher chance of survival if he attacks you. A black is forty times more likely to attack a white than vice versa, so the statistics back it up (though of course poverty is a factor along with culture.)

>>37543350
>Disassociate yourself from 3Dsexuality
But how?

>>37543147
>It's partly just to reduce racism and encourage mixing between social classes, etc.
>Wouldn't it be great if no one gave a shit about these things?
Hate is a very, very human emotion. It's not something that will ever go away. If people don't hate those outside their "group" they hate those within it. If they don't hate others, they hate themselves, or their place in life, or their lack of something, or whatever. We won't ever escape hatred.

>>37543463
I don't know. It just happened over time for me. I think it's some kind of defense mechanism. If you can't ever get something you need, it can make you miserable for a long time, until your mind adapts and eliminates this need. And there's a difference between bitterly pretending you don't want something (which will just make you more miserable) and actually purging a need from your mind (which is difficult and takes time). Actually, I think reading about Buddhism helped me a lot with that. Desire is the source of most suffering. You don't need to desire much of anything. You certainly don't need to desire what you cannot have.

>>37543563
Sad! Do we actually have to hate other humans though? Especially those who live among us? I'm all for nationalism, but not racial identity. And not nationalism pushed to the point where we start actually hating people from other nations. Because I don't believe that nationalism is incompatible with world peace and cooperation.

If humans truly need to hate other humans to function then we're a very sad bunch. But I don't believe that this is true. We can love and hate higher principles. Common values should make people get a long (which is what is being eroded right now). All we'll have left soon is hypercapitalism.

>>37543607
But sex and affection, especially the latter, are actual, basic physical needs; I have a hard time believing your mind can just eliminate that instead of simply burying the issue behind fake layers of apathy and denial.

>>37543700
This. The limbic system never stops sending pings of crushing loneliness unless you physically alter it, i.e. by drugs/supplements or by lobotomy.

>>37543856
>drugs/supplements
Are there any that simply fry the part of your brain that wants companionship but doesn't fuck up other areas?

>>37543856

yeah, it's practically impossible as a man to ignore the male drive for female affection and love. I think it's impossible for most men to be happy and existentially satisfied without a partner. I just think 2D smut is a better drug. 3D porn has gotten stale and in some cases repulsive.

>>37543700
Affection doesn't have to be physical. It's kind of a "need" but not in the same sense as the other physical needs. You can workaround most of your psychological "needs" being unfulfilled but you have to work on it and compensate with other things in your life. The mind can be very adaptable and resilient. It's a survival mechanism.

In the past, only roughly 40 to 60% of males reproduced. The others were undesirable. But they dealt with it. Now people obsess with it largely because of how sex is used in marketing. You're always bombarded by it. But it doesn't affect me much anymore. It's not for everyone. Not everyone gets to experience all of the things in life. There's nothing wrong with that. They're just trying to get your attention by appealing to the primal part of your brain, and vexing your ego by making you question your sexual worth, to make you buy stuff. Why would you allow it?

>>37542738
I'd say it's more racist to fetishize a race and devote an entire studio to depicting this stereotypical caricature dominating a gender stereotype. Not liking porn that is "white women love big black cock" is perfectly fine. Blacked is just as disgusting to me as most professional porn out there. Amateur and 2d are the only decent options. 2d is fake like most 3d but doesn't claim to be real, it's just cartoons. Amateur can actually show you how people experience sex.

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>>37542406
>tfw fully enlightened and can only fap to Boku no Pico

>>37543996
You're right senpai. I never liked blacked porn because it's ridiculous to me. All professional porn is a bit offensive desu. It's fake and crass. The girls doing that often develop drugs and mental health problems. They make good money but it's still exploitative in a way. Amateur porn makes me sad. 2D porn is just perfect.

>>37542406
Same. 3D doesn't do it for me anymore. Sometimes I try to watch 3D but can't finish. I'm 2D all the way too. Haven't watched a single 3D in months.

>>37543916
SSRIs. Granted, I fucking hate SSRIs, but you can look up studies about how they interfere with relationships due to reducing loneliness via "clamping down" (don't know the official term, but essentially freezing in place) neurotransmitters.

MDMA is a much better option, the serotonin surge drastically reduces loneliness, however unfortunately it's quite difficult to get the real version instead of fake research chemicals. And of course you can't take it daily.

>>37544142
But don't SSRI's fuck you up? I thought they were dangerous.

>>37544091
That's all fair. I try not to watch porn in general and when I do I try to stick to amateur so that I don't warp my sexual views. If you're under 30 there's still a good chance that you can become more normal and find a decent girl. Just don't meet her off of the Internet.

>>37544175
I'm 31. I'm autistic. I've struggled with depression since I was a kid. I definitively shouldn't be with anyone.

>>37544156
They are, I wouldn't recommend them to anyone for any reason. However, they do reduce feelings of loneliness, you can find a lot of articles online citing it (granted, that's just anecdotal evidence, but I believe there were studies on how it affects the limbic system.) However the drawbacks are absolutely massive. Antidepressants like SSRIs are a complete utter scam for most people and doctors should be ashamed to prescribe them. It's sad as hell how MAOIs aren't prescribed anymore since they worked infinitely better than SSRIs. MAOIs boost serotonin where as SSRIs just stop it from increasing or decreasing.

>>37544235
Enjoy your wizardry. If there's no hope then you are truly free.

>>37543981
You'd cut all of that crap in an instant if a girl asked you to have sex with her though.

>>37544275
It's not as cool as I thought it would be, but then again I'm just lvl31. I can still level up a lot.
>>37544276
And then what? I'd just start missing it afterward.

>>37544276
He's not saying that those feelings are nonexistent. He's saying that the magnitude of them has been inflated and shaped into new directions through marketing techniques and cultural views.

>>37542929
I don't like the way black dicks look. It looks like poop. The woman looks like she is pooping out of her vagina, I'm not into scat, so it doesn't do anything for me. Bjs look like she is sucking on a turd. Not trying to be racist, just giving my genuine reason why I don't watch that stuff. Also the guys don't shut up. I don't like any porn regardless of race where the guy is talking over the sound of the woman moaning. I'm not trying to hear the guy, I wanna hear the woman.

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>I don't mind being an X year old virgin
Yet.

>>37544310
Eh, it's not supposed to be cool. It's just that you are only beholden to your desires now with no possible limiter on where your explorations take you. If you want to watch guro and it becomes the only thing you're attracted to, that's fine, there's no consequences. Also as you hit 40 and 50 your testosterone levels will go down and you can devote your remaining energies to other pursuits.

>>37544340
Damn. It really sucks that he didn't get what he wanted. His desires causes him much suffering. It sucks being unemployed or having a shit job. Frankly that's a much bigger problem. The economy is hell on a lot of people right now. But I don't see why relationships/families would be for everyone. I'm REALLY glad I have an OKAYish jobs despite my issues. I got really lucky there too.

>>37544366
>Also as you hit 40 and 50 your testosterone levels will go down and you can devote your remaining energies to other pursuits.
Yeah. It's already started to go down and it helps a lot.

>>37544310
>And then what? I'd just start missing it afterward.
lol wtf is wrong with you? I mean, clearly a lot but still.
You know the older you get there's more of a shortage of men right?
If you have a job and you still can't get a gf at 30 you probably need therapy.

>>37544564
>still can't get a gf
Most people who end up virgins at 30 simply never actively did anything, or they got rejected a few times and decided to stay passive. They get told that sex and relationships is something that "comes to you eventually", so they wait, and nothing happens because obviously that's not how it works unless you're Chad.
I'm not judging by the way, I do that too and I'll probably die alone

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>>37544564
>lol wtf is wrong with you?
Autism is kind of a big problem when it comes to that. So I spend my free time shitposting, playing vidyas, working on opensource projects, playing with my dogs, etc. And I really enjoy that.
>You know the older you get there's more of a shortage of men right?
Yeah of desirable ones.
>If you have a job and you still can't get a gf at 30 you probably need therapy.
Gee they kind of expect you to have experience at that age. And they want to get married now. With someone who knows what he's doing. So yeah, no, I don't think so.
Also I don't have a very good job. But it might get better and I might be able to retire some day. Which is neat.

>>37542406
Nah I masturbate to everything from non nude 3d girls to snuff loli guro
feels good

>>37544642
Yeah it all boils down a lot to being social.
Meeting people and getting good with people.
There's being weird which isn't necessarily bad and then there's being a social retard not ever getting any better with it.
>>37544665
>MUH AUTISM
If you're smart you can still learn to socialize and deal with people. It'll just be harder but shit you gotta practice. A LOT.
>experience
Yeah, not good. You might want to not mention any of that to anyone ever. Just pretend that your waifu is real kek. Lie to yourself.
They might be even more bothered by your meme collection. You're 30 and still on 4chan collecting memes and REEEEing.
You're half-shitposting half-serious. Admit that you're pretty messed up and start dealing with it.
You can keep on living like this as long as you want but you know it's cowardice.

>>37544920
>just practice bro
fuck off

>>37544920
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I love memes. I live for the memes now.
>If you're smart you can still learn to socialize and deal with people.
Well, I don't feel so smart desu.
>It'll just be harder but shit you gotta practice. A LOT.
FUCK
>Just pretend that your waifu is real kek.
She is though.
>you're pretty messed up
I don't think I'm that messed up. Just different. Which can he hard on anyone.
>it's cowardice
Yeah. But there are other things I'm not doing out of cowardice or laziness though. Why focus on being social? I'm no good at it. I wish society would be more tolerant of the asocial. But that doesn't make much sense.
Anyway, thanks for the pep talk anon.

>>37545125
>Well, I don't feel so smart desu.
>I don't think I'm that messed up. Just different.
You must think you're pretty smart if you think that you can make your BS believable. It is autistic to think that you can present yourself this way. People see through that. You are really messed up. You're not OK being alone. You wouldn't be here talking about it and seeking attention otherwise. You'll be posting "tfw no gf" im some other thread.
>inb4 just shitposting bro
You're emotionally immature. You never managed to learn how to deal with all of that. That's arrested development. It's like you're a 10 yo in some ways. Yeah it's no wonder you have trouble.
People like you eventually wake up. It can be now or in how many more decades you wish to wait for but you'll regret it. Cause you've got a lot to deal with. You ought to get started ASAP.

>>37545125
Also start lifting you low test faggot. Plenty of fellow autists at the gym based on what I gather from /fit/.
99% sure you're a fat fuck.

>>37545370
I'm gonna need a moment to process this.
Dude I really hate socializing and I don't have much motivation to go through with all of this desu. I might be schizoid too.
I wouldn't even know where to start to change any of this. I can't really imagine it working out. I got pretty used to being the way I am.

>>37545440
I hate the gym. I've been lifting with my own equipment but I'm still overweight. But now I can left heavy things. Such as myself.
I don't think it matters much I've got bigger issues than that kek.

>>37545585
Yeah that's all mental illnesses. Those are not good. They're ILLNESSES. They hurt you. And others. Look at you trying to drag others in your insanity. You're not OK. You're just getting weirder and weirder. You probably hate yourself.
>>37545629
I knew it. Stop being fat you sad sack of autistic shit. Literally stop being fat, keep working out, hang out with people in social situations a few hours A WEEK until you're not the biggest weirdo in the room and MAYBE you might be able to begin to contemplate being comfortable with who you are and develop enough self-confidence to talk to women socially like even 10 years old are capable of doing.
I mean holy shit. You probably have no idea who you are yet. Do you realize how fucked up that is?
Women are insane and terribly insecure, you're supposed to be the one compensating for that but you're even worse.

>>37545585
And you're an addict BTW.
You're addicted to computers and the Internet.
Addicts often experience a disintegration of personality. They become only means through which to feed their addictions.
You might call those hobbies but they're distractions. You fill your brain with tons of random shit and you lose yourself in them. You're literally all made up of memes now.

>>37542406
I go through cycles. Usually something like 3D -> shemales fucking guys -> traps -> CoC and/or TiTS -> ryona hentai -> probably illegal hentai games. And then there's a cooling off period where I lose interest for a while and the cycle starts again.

>>37545882
>>37546012
REEeeeeee...
ok
>hang out with people in social situations a few hours A WEEK until you're not the biggest weirdo in the room
Not even sure I could manage that desu.
That's how bad it is. Doesn't feel worth it to try to fix it starting from there.
I'll think about what you said.

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>>37542673
>(Amateur porn, especially where the two people seem to genuinely love each other) Sadness

Why won't these tears stop flowing?

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>>37546012
>You're literally all made up of memes now.

Not him, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

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>>37542673
>(Amateur porn, especially where the two people seem to genuinely love each other) Sadness

The worst is when you watch POV, but the woman talking to the camera starts mentioning things that break you out of self-insertion and into a pit of misery.