Aya onii san can i be your friend again. i cant stop crying all

i didnt mean to stalk you at all in the server
i just wanted to be a different person
when i talked to you in there i felt safe again
and i cried tears of happiness. can you bring that same feeling to me one day

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My legs hurt from painting yesterday. I had to do lots of squats.

>>37541421
my body aches too a lot
i only had one meltdown today i think
how do i stop thinking about him

Aya
please dont leave me forever
i dont know what to do without your presence

>>37541356
Aya doesn't see these threads

>>37541667
he doesn't?
oh..

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>>37541473
>how do i stop thinking about him
Don't know. Just distract yourself.

the fuck is this punk ass shit

>>37541356
>tfw no clingy gf
feelsbad

What the original fuck is going on here

>>37542165
im trying to but i cant stop thinking about it
im afraid other people will leave me
im scared of talking to other people and getting close to them
i dont want to be clingy anymore
the only person i felt safe around blocked me and i dont know what to do
he hates everything about me and thinks i want attention
he made people torture me while i was crying and tried to make me kill myself
im trying to stop crying i dont know how to feel better

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>>37542274
We're all helping you as much as we can. The rest of the way has to come from inside you.

>>37542274
cutting yourself might help

>>37542343
how can any of it help me
being nice to me isnt something i deserve or need
i cant talk about it with anyone
its in my head 24/7 and i cant stop having meltdowns
this is worse than dying id rather be dead
i dont want to tell you this over and over on discord anymore

>>37542343
dont reply
you dont need to
you deserve to feel better
i dont
and shouldnt force you to do things

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>>37542375
You don't need to tell me this over and over, I pretty much understand by this point, I think. I can tell you're struggling and I can tell how hard it is for you.

>>37542409
Sorry, I already typed it up. Did you know I feel the same way a lot of the time? That you deserve to feel better and I don't?

Stop fucking posting you're dumb and have one of the shitties personalities
All you do in life is whining like a bitch and do nothing but post "aw no aya pls come back to me" on 4chan every single day while other anons get ghosted when trying to comfort you because you're mental as fuck
Aya hates you, everyone does, stop being so attached to that Aya bitch because he's never getting back to you, just forget about him and take a walk instead of crying on the internet so much

literally stop nobody wants anymore discord drama

>>37542576
OP ghosts people? I thought nobody ever really tried to help him.

>>37542652
he has had a dozen, maybe two or three dozen, try to seriously help him, but it does nothing to change how he acts

>>37542676
So what makes you think he's mental? It's normal to miss a friend...

>>37542709
when you knew the friend for 2 weeks and the friendship ended many months ago

>>37542734
A friend I knew for four years stopped talking to me the beginning of this year and I'm still sad sometimes, so reeeeee

>>37542576
i tried taking a walk but i started crying
i ghost people because i dont know how i really feel
and i dont want to be cared for

>>37542709
He's been posting threads like this for weeks now and there's at least one everyday
It's not normal, he's not even trying to get better, all he's doing is crying and complaining about how he wants Aya to forgive him, but that just shows how toxic he is and that's also probably the reason Aya's never getting back to him

>>37542873
>i dont know how i really feel

That's really vague. What is it that you don't know how you feel about?

>>37542873
have you tried not being a faggot

original original

>>37542889
Why do you think that makes OP toxic? Trying to purify a relationship is the opposite of poison, anon.

>>37542889
i didnt know that made me toxic
i couldnt control myself from having meltdowns
and ive been trying to get better
but talking to people one one one or just in a room with a name makes me feel weird
>>37542911
i just dont really know
my mind is blank

We /soc/ now

post dicks

>>37542873
why are you making these threads then
if aya doesn't browse this board it's pretty useless, everybody's gonna see this and feel bad for you except him
try to contact him in another way, don't contribute to the decline of /r9k/