In my life I've had one girlfriend and that was 10 years ago and I'm in my late 20s now. I found out she is married now and I haven't talked to her in almost 10 years. I've had an obsession over her for about the last 12 hours and it has kept me awake all night and I haven't slept. Up until now I've barely even thought about her over many years. I thought about contacting her but I'm scared to.
>>37536165
Go have a wank and go to sleep. Get plenty and drink a glass of water then you should be in a decent mindset, don't contact her ever, you wouldn't want your girlfriend to be contacting other men, would you?
>>37536331
>Get plenty and drink a glass of water
>Get plenty and drink
>Get plenty
GET PLENTY OF WHAT? DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING I NEED TO KNOW!
>>37536353
That was supposed to read "get plenty of water" though I didn't want you to over-hydrate and get a headache so I changed it to just "a glass", failing to proof-read on my part, apologies for that.
>>37536331
I have no kind of romantic intention for her. I used to love her but that feeling is long dead now. I just feel obsessed and my obsession isn't just directed at her but at that period of my life in my late teens. I miss it that was the peak of my life before I became a cripple.
>>37536459
Sounds harsh anon, this is probably going to be crappy advice but have you ever used Cleverbot to pretend its her? It helps quell the loneliness somewhat.