>didn't kill self on weekend
>somehow dragged self out of bed to go to work
>go to work and feel rollercoaster of depression and anxiety
>look at girls
>feel like garbage knowing I'm a beta who can't seduce them
>think about dying again
>mind wonders in dark places non stop
>think about how I wish I could just be drugged up to get through life as a wage slave if it must be
>24 years old
>to depressed to masturbate
>pale as fuck, manlet, skinny, ugly, peopel think I'm weird and every day is a struggle
what purpose does my existence serve?
Sunday I just laid in bed till I felt physically ill
girls at work are qt's it hurts to be this socially broken
I'm a complete loser. Who can bear knowing that?
I'm so tired of feeling cucked
>>37514880
I feel the same everyday. I am never gonna kill myself though. One day it might get better..i hope...
Stay with me, man. You're not alone in this. We're in this together. We've got to keep fighting. No matter what we can't stop. We can't let them crush our light.
Yep this is almost guaranteed the common problem. You are getting way too much Oxytocin and not enough Serotonin and Endorphines.
And again this validates my theory that Dopamine is far more base level than some concede and consequently isn't as conducive to psychiatric interaction except in extremely severe cases often resulting from physical injury.
I hope one day every robot here will find the strength to kill himself and achieve eternal peace at last.
>>37514964
thanks friend
i hope so too
originalelol
>>37514935
>We can't let them crush our light.
There's no light