>get off of wageslave job
>get high
>jerk off
>get paranoid about what a disaster my life is
why do i keep doing it
It's easier than fixing the problem.
>>37489026
Used to do the same m8, lay off the weed and porn, it really fucks you up.
>>37489035
this op.
you are a lazy piece of shit.
Stand the fuck up and go outside if you are going to cry about the disasters of your life.
then come back and post >green text
for me to laugh at. we need content here
>>37489026
I did all of that just now, except for the last part. Start applying for better jobs, and maybe enroll in a trade school. Don't put off going to school because you don't have the money; nobody does. Just study something that will land you a viable job for the next 50 years, and worry about paying back the loans later
i need a motivation pill
>>37489199
They sell those
>don't have a job and can't even get a minimum wage job
>don't even care
sucks to suck OP
>>37489237
how do you manage living?
>>37489324
i shamelessly leech from my parents
i'm pretty cheap though, i piss in gallon jugs and dump them down the shower drain, take showers only once every 3 days, and only eat around 700 calories per day. i'm also on food stamps and will hopefully be getting on NEETbux next year. even if i could find a job i wouldnt be able to handle it
>>37489349
i honestly wish i was you right now
>>37489349
At least you admit that you're leeching off your parents, and that you're actively trying to get on government assistance. Good for you, anon. I wish more NEETs could be honest with themselves
>>37489361
having crippling social anxiety and agoraphobia isn't exactly fun, but it has its benefits.
for me, being constantly broke and having no life whatsoever is preferable to having a job and friends because being in any social environment gives me panic attacks that can be so severe i nearly lose consciousness