Does anyone notice that they're mindless slaves to pleasure?

Try making somthing, or honeing a skill. Just try to discipline yourself and better yourself. Go get a knife and a piece of wood and make a spoon. Look at the spoon, and you'll feel something new. Go accomplish something.

That's called having poor self control

It's something you actually need to put effort into fixing

>>37489129
im trying that everyday by making music and trying to get fit. ive had moderate success in both and know that it feels unlike the short-term pleasures you can quickly use up, but even one small mistake or fuck up in the proccess can just make me say fuck it and stop.

i guess your advice is the way to go tho, and theres not much help i can actually get from anyone here beyond that. thanks

>>37489000
nobody here will give you definitive answers

existing is suffering that's why you turn to drugs to escape it

you'll lose the ability to enjoy things other then direct chemical stimulus

even porn is a super stimulus as scientists call it, you're getting something you're programmed to crave at a click and training yourself to use auto erotica

it all sucks

>>37489179
what im interested in finding out is if there is any way for recovery.

sometimes i just feel like ive tainted my sobriety and natural libido with synthetic stimulation, be it drugs, porn, and so on.