> have long time friend you like at least a little bit
> think you're developing something greater
> find out they asked someone else out
Now it hurts a tiny bit every time I see them in the friend group, knowing that I can never be that person to them. Not enough to make be miserable but enough to wonder "what if?" Do any of you anons know this feel?
>>37486904
Yes. Welcome to the spiral of self hatred, depression, and insecurities. Have you began to compare yourself to the other guy yet?
>>37487032
Good thing I'm already at the bottom of the spiral for plenty of other reasons anon.
I don't know the other guy at all, but I'm happy she's found someone that makes her happy. I'll get over it.
It just sucks knowing that none of the few people that I've ever really liked have liked me back. The only people I've found where there's anything mutual have had situational dealbreakers like distance or age. Makes it feel like a relationship is just completely unobtainable.
>>37487106
I understand your feels 100%. It fucking sucks.
How do you have friends?
Originalio
>>37487336
Find other relatable autists.
Pretty much the only friends I have are from high school and a lot of us went to the same college. Any new friends were people I met through them.
>>37487321
Maybe someday I'll find the right person. I know they're out there. Just not here I guess. I'm moving when I finish uni, I'm sure I'll have a lot better luck when I'm not stuck in the sweaty asscrack of the southern US.