I want to talk about suicide and death and depression but seems

>>37439349
Go on. What do you wanna talk about in particular?

>>37439423
Don't you ever get a voice in your head constantly telling you, you are going to die?

>>37439349
Well? We're waiting. Talk about it.

>>37439349
I don't like talking about this unless I'm actually in the mood to blow my fucking brains out

Dude every third fucking thread is about being depressed.

I want to talk about how you're scared to hit refresh.

>>37439441
I know I'm going to die. Probably in my forties if I don't have an accident. But it doesn't really come to mind that often because I constantly distract myself

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>>37439450
You must be fucking retarded. Go to your shitty porn threads. pic related

>>37439484
I tried distracting myself but it isn't working anymore.

OP is 16-19, white, middleclass, american

>>37439550
Try 25, shitskin, lowclass, american

>>37439537
Then you have to learn to accept death. You won't mind being dead if there's no afterlife. You just cease to exist

>>37439571
I can accept death just fine. The only part I worry about is the pain before that. I'm scared of the unbearable pain if I where to shoot myself in the head and fuck it up while I lay there slowly dying by blood lost with a bullet wound in the head.

I am depressed to the point that i know that killing myself will be a bother to my family
so i jusf lay on my bed waiting that something happens

>>37439618
I also know this feel. My family have told me if I killed myself that they will suffer unbearable pain and they would probably kill themselves as well, but part of me just think that's a lie just so I don't do it.

>>37439349
>I want to talk about suicide and death and depression but seems like everyone is to scared to talk about this.

Anon

We ALL have "The Voice".

There are various theories as to what "The voice" is...

My voice tells me to kill myself every day, and I counter that voice with "No, not now. Not ever. I'm going to fight, and i'm going to win".

>>37439599
Put the barrel in your mouth and tilt it up at a 45 degree angle. That way you probably won't feel anything assuming you don't flinch and use a good cartridge for the job. Or just overdose on opiates.

I have suicidal thoughts daily. Its lovely not fearing death, but terrible knowing your parents that know you're a fuck up would still be destroyed if you commited soduko

>>37439648
Yeah but if I knew there was a painless way to die I would accept the voice with no hesitation.

>>37439660
I don't fear death only the pain right before it. Like if I would die any moment from now I would be fine with it.

>>37439650
Knowing my clutz ass I would flinch right before it and mess it up. I think shotting straight through the forhead would be easier? Or maybe shoot through the side of the head?

>>37439676
There's lots of ways you could kill yourself without pain though..I don't get this argument. Even if its very painful it'll end you so you wont know anything worse than that. So how do you know its gonna be super painful?

>>37439705
If you do it that way you'll probably hit a non vital part of the brain. You could try the helium method

>LIFE IS FULL OF SUFFERING AND PAIN, I SHOULD KILL MYSELF
>BUT WHAT IF IT HURTS

>join "robot" discords
>get kicked out by normie/female mods for discussing suicide or depression or posting sad memes

every fucking time

>>37439722
Have you ever been stabbed? It's pretty painful. I could only imagine getting a bullet in the brain and fucking it up will only feel 100x worse.

>>37439740
I've done research and most helium tanks add oxygen now a days so people can't kill themselves.

>>37439768
Here is a very helpful tip joining any discord automatically makes you a normie. Robots don't use discords. Only failed normies or real normies.

>>37439349
I dont have any "bonds" with anyone
Is the most easy way to suicide, dont have anything atached to this world

Not even a cat or a dog, even they can stop you from suicide

You only need yourself

>>37439805
You could buy other inert gases that will have the same effect

>>37439887
Now the waiting game begins.

>>37439964
I haven't done research on other gases.

>>37439349
I wouldn't say it makes me scared but the fact that I think about it all the time is uncomfortable.

Plus a grandparent killed themselves so the subject was taboo growing up and now it's habit.

>>37440259
See this is why I hate normies. Even regular normies talking about death/suicide is taboo for them and they then see you as the weirdo.

>>37439349
I'll tell you this dude.
Seems like thoughts of death and depression are disgustingly common, and it's only our own pleas to the idea that were exceptional and abnormal that either make or break us.
If everyone knew or suspected the scale of unhappiness in the west it'd be their salvation or their doom, depending on the perspective.

>>37440815
Then why is it such a no no to talk about in the west?

>>37441045
Dunno.
Maybe it's one of those spoiled innocence things that no one wants to warn you about.