depression / feels thread come on it I'll pour you a glass.

>>37422913
For awhile now I fluctuate. One minute I'm my typical stoic self, the next I'm pissed and the other I'm just down. Sometimes however I feel like punching a tiger in the balls for fun and that life is literally a drug I can get high off of. Keep hallucinating shit as well, and it pisses me off. Fuck this shit.

Is it wrong to commit suicide?

I'm back to using cocaine after three months of abstaining and it feels fucking great because boy have I been feeling like shit this week. Doesn't matter that I still haven't slept and don't expect to for 12 more hours.

>>37422968
No but if your gonna give up your life do the right thing and blow up Mecca

>tfw you fall for a girl and your brain starts to produce oxytocin and you can feel your autism start to fade a bit as your confidence soars and you can actually find the motivation to get things done
>tfw she decides you're way too into it and cuts you off for your own good
>tfw you start to fall back into old depressive habits

I hope this is only a temporary setback, it's been less than a week.

>>37422960
hallucinations? go to a fucking doctor. You sound bipolar at the very least

>>37422968
No, but be aware of how your death may effect others. Im of the opinion you cant be forced to keep living but one thing to consider would be maybe trying a few major changes in your life like, maybe quit your job, do some crazy shit for a while and see if you cant find happiness somewhere doing something you never expected youd do..

>>37422913
>Extreme daily depression I can't seem to get out of.
I feel that, bartender. How about a simple rum and coke to choke down the pain faster? I've been rationalizing suicide for a while and I think I'll be ready to actually go through with it soon.

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I'll have a gin and tonic, thanks.

Truth be told, this is the reason for my depression. I've destroyed countless relationships because of it and I can't see to stop *swirls glass around*

It's sad feeling like my life is over at 23, i'm not a bad person, I guess I just drink to forget.

>>37422968
It depends on the reason of your suffering