>tfw completely devoid of personality or substance inside so I just mimic people I admire
I couldn't think of a way to describe myself, and you just did it perfectly.
>>37418504
I know that feel. I even mimic other people's typing style/pattern when chatting. I'm an empty vessel
>>37418504
Do imitations of people you admire. imitations =/= mimicing. Then over time you'll develop a personality of your own.
>yfw you realize literally everyone is devoid of personality/substance and are just better at committing to the performance of whatever identity they think they need to perform
>>37418504
Same bit I don't mimic people I admire, I just act in whatever way seems fit for the situation.
>>37418504
People like this are fucking whack
It's funny cause all of 4chan thinks they're american psycho lol get a fucking grip. It's so pathetic.
>>37418779
I want to be someone genuine and authentic like David Lynch or something
>>37418504
not sure if i mimic them
i just add a layer of normie LARPing so i look like i give 2 fucks about anything at all and/or have something to discern me from a fucking door
>>37418833
david lynch created the person of "david lynch" as an amalgam of other people who he admired or from whom he learned.
the david lynch that you see today is a guy who's just performing the identity of "david lynch"
literally everyone does this.
to whatever extent david lynch was really an innovative director (not really sure he was, but whatever), that innovation was the product of the "david lynch" identity, which has been constructed in a way that is conducive to artistic creativity. basically, he patterned himself and his thinking around creative people, so yeah of course he's creative.
let go of the idea that "genuine" or "authentic" people exist.
people who seem that way seem that way because they are very good at performing authenticity.
the reason why people form identities is because without them, we are all "devoid of personality or substance inside"
>>37419999
you sound like a fucking sociopath
this is how unhinged you are. jesus.
What's wrong with emulating people you find impressive? Do you think personality is just generated from nothing? Its a combination of traits that you like (at least, in a perfect world).
You're fine anon. Everyone does it, and for good reason.