Welp I'm back guys , after 3 weeks in a mental hospital.

>>37384395
what do they have you on now? diagnosis?

>>37384395
How was it, been thinking of getting admitted. But not sure it I should just go to a shrink to get diagnosed.

How did u get admitted? Why did they let u out

Was it as horrible for you as it was for me

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>>37384395
Wahahahaha ANON HOLY SHIT!!! Did you get fucking...sex??? It's such a shame ... I'll be 40 next year and there are so many mentally ill little girls, but they would NEVER commit me to the same place!!!

I bet its hot being raped with a strap on by loony-wranglers

>>37384469
Lexapro, Wellbutrin, and adderall.

>>37384553
I had to go on a 51/50. It was okay.

>>37384588
I got admitted on a 51/50 which is a 72 hour hold but they kept me for 3 weeks.

>>37384653
I did have a 3 some

>>37384934
>3some
NORMIES REEEEEEEEEE

>>37384967
Lmfao it was with an anorexic girl and a girl who tried to kill herself cuz she was raped by her father

>>37385001
how did it come about? how was it?

>>37385001
Greentext? Did you put it in both of them?

>>37385010
>>37385011
>both were my room mates
>anorexic girl was Cassie, she was like 4'10, 80 pounds and brown hair with blue tips and she was Hispanic
>raped girl was cheyla , skinny with long brown hair
>one night we decide to play truth or dare and we make out
>Cassie says she wants to fuck
>am too tired so I say tomorrow
>next day
>we start by playing truth or dare again
>shit escalates and Cassie is eating cheyla out and I'm making out with cheyla
>we all basically switch around and eat each other out and make out
>reminded me of a porno ahaha

>>37385153
Roommates?? With two girls?

God. I would love to be young again. I would put my quarter in the fortune telling machine and set Tom Hanks adrift at sea.

>>37385001
>a girl who tried to kill herself cuz she was raped by her father
Well yeah those are the best ones

>>37385282
They're both 18 too

>>37385394
NORMIES REEEEEEEEEE (jacked off tho but still) REEEEEEEEEE

Did either of them take your crazy load?

>>37385492
Lmfao im a girl

>>37385596
Do you happen to be a bislut?

>>37385596
Jesus.

How many times do you think I can orgasm thinking about this? Can you post pictures of girls who look like all three of you?

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>>37385153
>anorexic girl was Cassie
does she watch skins UK?

>>37385596
Now you've done it! Your thread is now about to be derailed by horny, mentally ill losers. No differenct than most threads on this board, but still, it's a shame.

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>>37385688
Fuck you dude I've been jacking off to this since the first post!!!

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>>37385604
I'm bi yeah , dark haired one is cheyla

>>37385798
got a throwaway bicrazy girl?

>>37385798
You will look back on these times as the best and the worst in your life.

And I came.
>>37385859
>all women are here for my pleasure

She's here sharing. Don't be that guy.

>>37386253
>Don't be that guy.
Nah I'll keep being that guy

>>37384766
How do these meds affect you? I have taken lexapro before, and now am on Celexa but i hate it; it makes me hungry all the time and i am getting fat. Wellbutrin has always made me anxious, but I want to try it in combination with lexapro to see if it will take the anxiety away. I'm looking for a combo to make me not want to eat all of the time. I was thinking lexapro, wellbutrin, and zonegran or topamax but if I can I will try to get vyvanse

>>37386354
What I do is take my Wellbutrin in the morning because it makes me not have an appetite all day and I take the addy in the middle of the day which makes my appetite even less, then I take lexapro at night bc when I used to take it in the morning it made me hungry and it made me gain weight, so try switching up the times you take your meds.

>>37386253
I know , they were essentially the worse bc I was at the lowest point in my life, but I did some fun shit along the way. I saw so many people get booty juiced

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>>37384395
Is it more comparable to prison, or a comfy hotel where everyone serves you? I've been disassociating a lot, and each time it lasts longer, I'm less responsive and when I feel emotion it is extreme anger. Considering suicide or mental hospital.

>>37386446
tfw no skinny guy in white scrubs to booty juice me. Are they still using thorazine? I was just larping actually, I quit drugs and I didn't jack off to your story, I'm a 38 year old writer and private tutor. The sex part is fun, but did you learn anything in therapy? Did you go to group or individual sessions?

>>37386537
not OP. Its different in every hospital, but its always in between the two extremes you mentioned.

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>>37386537

>disassociating a lot

Can you describe what you mean by this? I went off meds after a year, because I missed the hypo-mania (Diagnosed Type 2 not Type 1). It took time but I came back to delusions of grandeur and constant cycling. I feel that without it, my personality is gone and I hate being calm, I hate not detaching myself from life, I need my delusional happiness.

At the same time it's fucking over my personal relationship with anyone trying to get me to take them seriously.

>>37386537

My own personal experience was being comfy while simultaneously being like a prison. It was a locked, closed off ward of the regular hospital. I could read all the books I wanted, or watch TV, or talk to the QTs which there seemed to be a whole lot of. Meanwhile being locked in there made everything worse. I just wanted to kill myself more, I stayed in my room for almost two weeks, not saying a word to anyone, not even the doctors or the shrink or the nursing students that visited.

The psych ward I was in was a fairly small city(about 15k people) so there weren't a whole lot of people there and it was a relaxed environment. You know, except for being imprisoned against my will and having to go to family court to plead my case to get released. I won, but it still took then 2 days to 'do the paperwork' to release me.

You might be surprised at how comfy it can be at times, but never forget you're trapped there- but have option of leaving anytime you want if you commit yourself voluntarily.

>>37386537
It's comparable to prison I'd say, there's a lot of screaming and the rooms are surrounded by 4 beige walls and have 3 cots. And the nurses are assholes but it's whatever

>>37387142
I learned a lot of DBT skills but I feel the place made me worse. When you're surrounded by crazy people it starts to become your norm.

>>37387414
Its always different, most of the time I "don't exist" and I cant think or feel anything for a while, usually after I wake up or when I'm not 80% distracted. Sometimes people's faces distort, sometimes my face distorts, my hands look really far away. I forget how old I am, forget who I am, feel like a different person entirely, feel animalistic almost, acting on instinct or like a program, I cant function. Only emotion I feel is rage, its so bad I cant leave because I'm scared I will go crazy and lash out. On the topic of BPD, is it genetic? That would explain some things.

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>>37387546
> When you're surrounded by crazy people it starts to become your norm.
Oh..shit.

In all sincerity, I'm glad you recognize that. It's literally the plot of Girl, Interrupted.

>>37388352

According to that description, disassociation seems like a mental hell. How does that work for personal relationships with friends and trying to socialize with new people (job/public place)? I ignore social cues to the point where I don't register them, it makes me want to be the center of attention at times. I'm getting better at controlling myself, but habits are ingrained.

BPD is genetic, I know that my Aunt has it on my mothers side but the problem is getting family members to admit that someone close has BPD is taboo.

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>>37388473
I lost all my friends when I was in high school because I was scared to leave the house, my family gave up on me when I was young, they probably think I'm beyond saving, hear them cry about my shit life, why I want help. Pretty much every female on my mother's side has borderline personality or bipolar, including my mother.

>>37384395
Why did you have to stay there so long 3 weeks is a lot, the longest I've been there was 2 weeks.

>>37386413
Thank you very much for the info. Hopefully my shrink will at least give me wellbutrin; I try for the stims but they are harder to get. I may just go for an anticonvulsant

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>>37384395
Why are you still such a faggot?

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>>37384395
why did they let you out again!

>>37385798
Which ome are you? Hhgesyiok