>tfw all my insecurities and depression have completely consumed

>>37361635
>atleast you have your life anon

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>>37361677
I haven't enjoyed it, I'm still waiting to see what's so great about life.

>>37361635
Well, you're not alone senpai. Do you still have friends tough?

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>>37362029
I had a couple online 'friends', but I lost the last one last year. Like I said, everything good about me has gone and everyone can see it.

go confront what you're scared of

>>37362395
>tfw i made everyone i knew online hate me so they don't miss me when i kys
i even had a cutepie friend and i lost her just cause depression

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>>37362484
I'm scared of big bugs.
They're fucking terrifying.

>>37362528
>Still have family so I have to wait until they all die before I kms
I'm not sure if me killing myself or having them watch me do absolutely nothing with my life will be a bigger disappointment to them.

>>37362395
That sucks dude... To help you I can only give you my personnal experience.

I never talked and showed my depression to anyone, I don't recommend you to do it (only to someone far away from any further social interaction you can have)

If you remember your good personnality traits try to think about them and try to make them visible as they were before (Even if it's not honest, but don't over do it)'

If this can help you to have friends or atleast some social interactions, stick to those, even if you don't particulary like it after some time you may feel a bit better because people won't have the same opinion of u.

Hey dude, just give me a way to hit you up, if you ever nees someone to just chat and chill, you won't even need to worry about me spreading how bad you have been recently because I live in Brazil (inb4 some dumb jokes) so no worries and just get better, use all the time you need for it, things just aren't meant to be all good forever and everyone, hope you can get there without offing yourself, robot

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>>37362691
I'm not sure how prominent they were. I had people stop associating themselves with me because of them in the past, but I like to think that they were there at some point even if they were just smothered in shit.

Even if I were to try to talk it seems impossible to put these feelings into coherent words. It just comes out in a jumble of depressing, broken up sentences whenever I try to write them down.

>>37362726
I don't really have anything except and email and it's just used for applications, subscriptions, and PayPal.