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>all I can do is fap
>been adult neet for 6 years but recently employed
>images of porn swim through my head while I'm not fapping
>schizo voices in head tell me to fap
>I cannot stop fapping
>get drained and fall asleep
>day is done
>wake up next day
>fap all day
>years pass
>reality crumbling around me
>I cannot stop fapping
>I am unironically a weirdo and there is no way to make things acceptable again
>stop fapping
>all I can think about is fapping
>voices tell me to fap and flash porn images of smiling women in head until I'm in mania and anxious
>I cannot stop fapping
>fap to most degenerate porn and mindfuck self daily
>everything from sissy hypno, rape, /aco/ /d/ /gif/, everything that can get me off
>4chan linked to this hell
>demons tell me to get sex change so I can become prostitute getting pounded by big dicks non stop
>Also have fetish of being chad with horsecock raping bimbos
>degeneracy equals out
>both would require some drastic change in my lifestyle
>and I cannot stop fapping
>pretty sure I'm going to stop going to work because I'm too uncomfortable around people and all I want is to fap
>fantasize about suicide daily when not fapping
it is a life
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Post some of your favourite sissy hypno, rape pics...
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>>37354259
>>get drained and fall asleep
you sound young, in my personal exp this will eventually pass
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>>37354364
I just finished morning fap after drinking and fapping all night so I feel gross after 3 day weekend realizing how fucked up my life is
god
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>>37354259
You do nothing wrong.
Keep fapping my friend!
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>>37354259
id rate 8/10 good story
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>fap sometimes when i'm sad
>sadness doesn't leave
>realise I just want affection
>want to fuck so I can cuddle and hold hands after
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>>37354259
That is a life and enjoyable one. Just fap anon if you enjoy otherwise you wouldn't do it
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>>37354259
I'm in the same situation, but not employed because of nagging injuries. The lifestyle made it worse, and it's preventing me from rehabilitating.
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>>37354394
I'm 32 and it still happens to me.
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>>37354461
>look at paled atrophied body after fap session
>look at pale thin wrist I could just cut into and end all this shit probably while crying and then getting urge to live in stupefied bran fog zombie state
>go back to fapping
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>>37354259
I'd pay for this kinda sex drive.
>fapping, video games and anime have become a chore
>can't find joy in even the simple-est things anymore
>can't think straight as my regrets are constantly on a loop inside my head
>months turned to years and I remember the good times less and less
As for your problem, maybe the answer is in your diet? Maybe find a hobby?
It doesn't sound like the answer woul be this obvious, but more often than not it is.
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>>37354527
I cannot stop fapping.
I can't focus on anything else.
I just want to look at porn and edge forever
I was never a real man, just a horny boy who couldn't make it in the real world.
I don't think I can be salvaged
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>>37354661
I spoke to a guy who cut his dick off for this exact reason.
Didn't work.
Maybeee.... A job in the porn industry...?? Maybe become a writer? Being the pervert you are, you could probably think of some hot obstract shit. Be articulate and take on an interesting writing style, and it'll sell.
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>>37354661
>I don't think I can be salvaged
Permafap can count as Venus worship though, with bestowing of access to orgies to the most faithful worshippers.
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>overwhelm self on sissy hypno, erotic hypnosis and shitloads of tumblr porn blogs
>paradoxically lose sex drive/libido
>been 2-3 days without fapping now and brief looking at porn
>already in that time attraction to normal vanilla porn is coming back like always but even still not much desire to actually fap
Neat I guess, I hated having high libido, past 2 months I've been fapping 1-2 times a day and edging to porn hours a day, it sucks desu. I just distracted myself with anime instead
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>>37354990
yeah but that's pagan idolatry and demon worship basically
don't y'know
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>>37355054
Why do I always get more degenerate the more I fap? It starts with lesbian stuff. Then hardcore. Then interracial hardcore. Then blowjob videos. Then before I know it I'm browsing craigslist thinking about sucking someone's dick before I cum and am instantly disgusted with it all and don't know what the fuck I was thinking.
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>>37355078
This disdain is just an attempt to cult monopoly.
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>>37354661
Drink heavily it will totally destroy your sex drive
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