Alcohol and drugs general ? How are you tonight ? What are you

no cigs, no booze, no weed, no money

>I'm going insane.
>halp

>>37313747

>no escape

that sounds like hell, feel sorry for you man

>>37313747

You don't need those anon :) Just eat carrots, bananas and ramen noodles and some meat on the weekends and you have everything you need!

>>37313827

Sometimes that's not enough

>>37313847
>Sometimes that's not enough

Only if you're degenerate and weak enough to need endorphin's silly!

>>37313827
>only eat meat on weekends.

wtf? it's not a meal if there's no meat.

>>37313877

If you combine healthy eating habit and no alcohol, life is hard

Lagers for now, maybe vodka later, i dunno yet

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>>37313673
What scripts does /r9k/ have?

Adderall and clonazepam reporting in

I'm trying to stealth drink at my mom's house (back here for the summer). This is a million times worse than when I tried to discreetly masturbate in high school. Every clink/glug sound makes me panic, every time I leave the house I'm worried she's going to find the alcohol.

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>tfw can't enjoy beer anymore because the alcohol percentage is too low and its just makes me feel bloated af
>tfw only wine can sustain me now

>>37315222
>wine

Isn't wine like 15%-25%, max? Why haven't you moved on to hard liquor?

>>37315222
Why not just add a small amount of everclear to the beer?

You could easily bring the ABV to 10-15% without affecting the flavor much

terrible i have been applying to retail jobs and i cant even get an interview. Living in Eastern NC is cancer, cant wait to leave once i finish university.

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Just spent 2100 on parts for my truck

>Spent the whole day working on it
>Break steering knuckle Ball joint hole
>Strip new lower ball joint bolt
>Gotta buy new knuckle & lower ball joint
>tfw $800 & can't use my truck till next weekend hopefully
>tfw only make 1500/month

>>37315222
Same except I drink vodka and tequila.

I drink with a purpose, so taking 5-6 shots to get as drunk as 15-20 beers feels productive.

>>37315317
Oh...forgot

Drinking Dos Equis & Honey Jack

>>37315222

wine is the best

Pretty good op got myself set up in my tent to chill out and enjoy the rain ^^

My bro got PTSD and depression my best friend tried to kill himself my family is fucked, everyone thinks I'm doing good. I have to provide emotional support. Everything's fucked what do?

>>37315963
Have a drink calm down enjoy every breath you take thats what I'm doing

>>37313956
It's only hard for robots with absolutely defunct coping skills. Life without drugs and alcohol is pretty easy desu.

smoked cocaine for the first time with weed. drinking corona now

anyone like tobacco? i like cigs but the idea of cancer is shit but i like about 6 a day since it makes me feel less claustrophobic and bored

>>37316028
I love cigs my man although the smokes up here in Canada are terrible compared to the states smokes

>>37315987
I am man, I still wanna fucking die though.

Lets talk about salvia. Experiences anyone?

Please state your opinion on Bailey's Irish Cream.

>>37316042
As soon as we are born we are dead. So just enjoy the moment and live

>>37316041
how much do you smoke

what do you think is a relatively safe ammount

>>37313673

does anyone else find it impossible to escape from compulsive-coping with substances/food/entertainment? Im talking involuntary no matter how much willpower you have. Bad habits, not full-blown addictions

>>37316091
I smoke about a pack a week (25)
In reality no smoking is healthy.
People like what they like so light er up

>>37316071
I know anon, but everythings fucked and I just wanna kill myself but if I do everything is fucked. Wow what a sign I can't kill myself cos everything is so fucked

>>37316124
I said fucked man times here

>>37316122
i know its not healthy but at the same time id think that a pack a week isnt gonna give cancer

>>37316058

first mind-altering substance I ever tried. took massive hit at 17, couldn't believe it, got ready for the football game, and I missed two PAT's (I was the kicker). I was truly a dumbass.

>>37316124
If you want to end your existence go right ahead. But think about this. Our lives is this one glimpse into reality we wouldn't other wise have.
The choice is yours.

>>37316151
Then stop worrying about it needlessly. Smoke up. Life is upon us. There are devils and angels among us. Your choices lead to either

>busy doing various camps and events throughout the summer
>probably won't get any alcohol until university starts again in the fall
I wasn't hooked enough for this to be an actual problem but it's fucking inconvenient, desu. Three months without even a beer or cider feels like an eternity

>>37316058
Yeah. I smoked salvia 20X when it was still legal in the UK. Brought it from a site called c0ffeeshop and it was one of those sites where you could get research chems and natural legal highs.

I couldn't fucking believe this shit was legal in the UK, It sent me into a kind of reality where time moved at 1/8th speed and everything had this weird secondary meaning like when I looked at an object it was like I was a baby seeing it for the first time. I also felt like my reality was one of millions that were all playing out simultaneously. I was sweating profusely the whole time.

Shit was NUTS.

>>37316202
sorry for being a fag

thanks

>>37316283
Dude time moves without us even knowing. Soon you will be looking back as you are drinking a beer or scotch or whatever and think "that was a while ago"

>>37316176
And my glimpse too reality is everyone I know being fucked up, I don't wanna do this anymore anon/

>>37316327
Do you think I want to live here in this Tent? Not knowing if I'm going to get a phone call to come to work? Its stressful.
I get it. Your under stress. Me too. But you know What? I'm going to continue going until I physically cannot. That's just who I am. I encourage you to persevere.

Bump hump ba dump

OP here are you ok ?

lot of blood on my hand, thinking about her, I'm starving, will cook steak and rice

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>>37314395
>tfw doctor is total pill mill

I feel bad for anons who have "honest" doctors

>>37316821
Dont feel bad cause your doc is bought by big pharma

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>>37316944
He gets money for prescribing drugs, and I get the drugs

It's a win-win

>>37313673
We are here to ruin ourselves and break our hearts and love the wrong people and die

>>37316993
To you it may be a win win
But let's think of who is really suffering here...

>>37317054
>who is really suffering here...

Straight edge cucks who don't have access to drugs

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>>37316058
>drinking beer in backyard
>feel brave enough to smoke salvia now
>50x first time
>take a few hits and hold
>exhale
>feels like my world is rattling
>I feel a skeleton is floating behind me
>strong pulling sensation on my jaw and teeth
>I get up
>everything is swirling around me
>trees are green fractals
>feels like there's someone sitting in my shoulder
>they're smugly making fun of me the whole time
>can't help but feel like I've already experienced this before
>all the birds and squirrels in backyard are in on it
>they all know
>and they're judging me for it
>weird rattling sound and some song keep looping all around me
>It suddenly ends before I have a chance to explain it

Kind of wanna try it again, but also kind of don't

>>37317139
Say that to my face birch I'm trying to help

I can't get stoned anymore, what should I do next?

>>37317407
Get high mutha fucka high die mutha fucka die we ride mutha fucka or die

>>37317316
wtf
how do you feel some in your shoulder?
salvia sounds too chaotic and weird to be fun

>>37317453
My bad. I meant to write on my shoulder.

But salvia is very different from the other psychedelics that I've tried. It feels very physical for some reason.

>>37313673
Not sure if I should drink a bottle of 9% ale or a bottle of colt 45 and finish off some light beer I've had sitting in my cooler for months.

>>37317407
the fuck do you mean
obviously just smoke more quantity or better quality (ie dabs)

>>37317453
it's very common for salvia experiences to include a feeling that an intelligent force is present, usually mischievous or malicious and in control of the entire experience, and usually female (most people refer to the Salvia Witch, and the Mazatec shamans who use it traditionally claim it is the presence of the Virgin Mary)

Gonna take a nap and wake up to two 40 oz king cobras and maybe vape some weed

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Cocaine and alcohol, I'm pretty fucked tbqh

>>37315317
>>37315416

>not having a $500 running around car for basic errands

Why live?

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Kratom + weed + rum + beer + wine + nicotine = ...nothing, I do this combo way too often. Still beats being sober.

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>>37318695
Bump, I'm feeling better now that I'm more intoxicated

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>gonna get off work today or tomorrow, down a bottle of DXM syrup, smoke a fat bowl, walk around my neighborhood at night, and do tons of nitrous
I'm legitimately excited

Only have a percocets for tomorrow

Hopefully it gives me the edge to off myself

Drinking some rum and coke watching Trailer Park Boys.

Life is pretty shitty at the moment. Last month was decent so I guess I already had my quota of good feelings for this year.

>>37320275
Meant to say 4 perco scets