they all found out
im starting to have these bad feelings again
he thinks i hate him
i just wanted a big brother i wanted to have someone who's nice to me like that again
i dont know what i did wrong
im scared of doing anything. i just wanted to be normal for once. i wanted a big brother
i hate living here
i dont know what to do i keep having panic attacks i want to die
shhh, my friend, its alright, you're gonna be alright, deep breaths, try and clear your head. Nice hugs right now.
>>37300327
they all hate me
i just wanted aa big brother someone lwho looks out for me like he used to
i wanted to have fun with him
i dont want to be myself anymore
he thinks i just want attention and to just ruin his reputation
i just wanted him to hug me i dont know what to do how am i supposed to feel i never had a real mom or dad
why cant i have a big brother like him
i want another hug from him
>>37300371
Let it all out, my baby, just keep talking as long as you need to. I'm here.
>>37300421
im sorry for venting
i feel like youre my little brother
even thought youre older
it hurts im scared of talking in there again
i was shaking he just all of a sudden was mean to me
he said i was cute before and was nice to me
i dont know what i did wrong why is he being mean to me
why is he ignoring me like my dad does
>>37300454
Sometimes the little brother has to take care of big brother. Just keep talking if you want to, I'm here.
Also, is Casey family too? A brother to you?
>>37300528
no Casey is someone to protect
im sorry
i just wanted a big brother
someone to like me
fucking body is giving out
i'd rather leave die on a bus than in this shithole of a town
i dont want to think about it
i wanted a hug from Aya its not fair
i want new parents
>>37300585
Protect, huh? I think both of us are protecting you, really.
Try and relax, nothing good ever happens when you make decisions when your head isn't clear.
This pic is one of my favorites btw. They look so happy together.
>>37300638
my head hurts
just want to forget and die
you dont know what it feels like
i hate being myself
he said i cant change
>>37300721
Oh, I know how it feels more than you'd think. I've cried over people, wanted to kill myself because of them, just wanting to be with someone but you can't. I've felt it, I know how bad it hurts.
Getting past these things takes time.
this shit is mad gay yo
>>37300783
i just wanted an older sibling to look up to
i want to hide now
hes scary
>>37300823
Don't worry, you'll find a big brother. I know it.
>>37300823
Hey who the fuck is threatening you? I'll defend you through thick and thin. I'm the embodiment of the truth that too many people are scared to hear. I'll defend you. I'll defend you....
>Pic related.
>>37300866
this post made me feel a little better
thanks