>be 29 year old khv >have severe mental issues and I'm

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>>37284708
Ha. What a loser! ;^)

>>37284725
You could have been at least a little original in your reply, this is literally the board for losers

>>37284708
>get on my pc and start typing up a post on r9k on how we're all going to make it
People do actually do this. Sad!

>meet some chick off okcupid
>she's a real manic pixie dreamgirl type, lithe, purple hair, shy, artsy, big eyes, fucking amazing
>both awkward but really hit it off
>i dont take initiative because i'm a faggot and no physical contact is made
>devolves into nothing
that was my only date ever, five years ago now

then last week
>sit in subway
>same girl is sitting on the other end of the train
>i look at her for a while until our eyes lock and i feel caught and creepy
>she walks over, clearly belittling me but also understanding my situation
>tells me it's alright, and mumbles something to the effect of i shouldn't lose hope
>walks away looking sad
>[wake up]
just a dream

yet so fucking humiliating

>wake up
>continue imagining things and speculating on how everything could happen with several different timelines
>write and publish a non-linear postmodern novel
>gain no recognition, even google grants not a single review or mention
>be discovered by the illuminati-literati a decade later
>it becomes a cool kid novel to read about a loser like perfume in the early 90s
>somewhere, the literal girl you dreamed of actually exists
>she hasn't yet actually read your novel
>a failed normie introduces her to it
>she falls for him
>you will die alone

>Wake up
>Grab a brush and put a little makeup
>Grab a brush and put a little
>Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
>Hide the scars to fade away the
>Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
>Here you go create another fable
>You wanted to

>>37284889
kino

kinoblox

>>37284708
what mental issues do you have? what are you doing to improve your life?

>>37285240
Obsessive compulsive disorder and schizoaffective disorder. I'm not doing anything to improve, I've given up

>>37285426
Well, don't. You're incredibly fortunate to be born in a time where there are actual resources to treat your conditions. Play the cards you're dealt, make the most of your situation. Just giving up is a guarantee to make things worse.

>>37284917
>>37284917
>I don't think you trust
>In, my, self righteous suicide
>I, cry, when angels deserve to die
>wake up

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>>37284708
>go out to papa johns to get some pizza

No shit, wtf is your problem fucking hell sick if this shit

>>37285788
it would be fortunate to be born without this bullshit