>turning 30 in 2 (two) days
>virgin
>mom keeps asking if I'm gay
I'm not gay you fucking stupid bitch I have social anxiety and cripling depression so people think I'm weird and make fun of me and that's why I can't talk to people nor do anything why do you keep asking are you retard
>>37274233
All your problems come from anime, porn and 4chan
what state do you live in anon?
Also happy bday
>>37274304
this actually
you're in too deep man, you really fucked it up. There were lots of days you could've used to start making things better but instead you dug yourself in deeper and deeper. Now it's going to be much harder to fix things than it has ever been.
It's a little bit your mom's fault for not doing right by you and kicking your ass to the curb ten years ago, but it's mostly your fault. It's too bad.
I'd say kill yourself, but that would make you truly useless. I think the best you can do is keep posting here, post often. Let the 18 year old kids see what happens when they fuck up. If you steer some younglings away from the trap you've fallen in, you'll have at least accomplished something with your life.
Happy birthday.
>>37274304
Not that guy but I'm the same way and all that shit started long after I found out I'm a loser.
>>37274233
>30 year old
>posting moe anime grillz on a mexican aquatic pets forum
was this a bait thread? why arent you reply
>>37274527
>not being a tr00 wizard
fuck off
>>37274233
Really senpai because I'm 26 with my card intact and I'm atleast a little bit gay.
>>37274304
Bullshit. Not OP, but I was this way before any of that shit even existed in my life. Now I'm a wizard.
>virgin
>come home from school one winter break
>that evening mom has had a few drinks
>comes into my room
>is obviously worried/upset about something
>"is there something wrong with you, anon? are you... are you gay?"
>"no mom"
>I am convinced of this
>meanwhile jerk it pretty much daily to trap hentai
kill me
>>37274233
Have you never told you parents how fucked up you are? My parents always knew I was depressed/anxious so they never asked shit like that lol
I'd give them grandkids if I wasn't such a loser in my 30's.