>got serious brain damage when i was four
>read up about the effects today
>realize how thoroughly that one event ruined my life
everything, the depression ive had since i was a small child, my social inadequacies, hell even the path my education took were all determined that event.
At least you can get those tardbux
>>37272037
im not currently getting those
all i want is to do is have a family and to raise a son like me but better, you cant wage slave and get bux as far as i know
Plenty of people with brain damage go on to live successful lives. You're just looking for a reason to feel sorry for yourself.
How'd you get brain damage?
>>37272766
too much sucking cock
>>37272005
>Self diagnosing
Fuck off normie.
>>37272961
Fuck off, I got diagnosed with adhd like symptoms because of this shit as a kid, I never realized it could cause depression and social distinction as well though
>>37272766
Golf ball to the back of the head,
>>37272741
I want to live a successful life anon, im trying
The discovery that this shit has basically ruined my life so far is hurting me though
>>37272741
You're a dummy dude. Stop thinking in self-help narratives and see the world for what it is.
>>37272005
When i was 15 (currently 20) i got extremely drunk at a new years eve party and fell and hit my head really hard. blacked out for several minutes and felt really nauseous for awhile. Ever since then, slowly slipped into a deep depression and suffer from severe social anxiety and agoraphobia. Your post made me think maybe these mental illnesses could be caused by physical trauma to the head.
>>37273140
Damn man that sucks. Was it an accident?
I work with mental patients and we have this super autistic guy who is super aggressive and hurts himself all day and I was reading his files and it turns out his moms boyfriend pistol whipped him when he was 6 weeks old and caused it. It's sad because he has a twin sister who only sees him once every year because she's so afraid of him.
>>37273275
i dont know if it was an accident, my grandparents lived on a golf course and my cousin who was older then me decided to fuck with me and tell me that i was in trouble
i ran out onto the golf course and got hit
now that i think about it more the chances of me accidentally getting hit are slim, that house is far from any hole, and the chance of hitting a child sized target while aiming is still >1000 (basing this off of the fact that a hole in one is a one in 10,000 chance for pro's)
it was probably some annoyed dick
i think this injury probably did give me anger issues to, ive been crying all day thinking about it and restraining the NEED to hurt somebody
when i thought about it again after i got home i punched a tree til my hand was bloody
>>37273140
Fuck OP I symapthise. Do you know who hit the golf ball? You should sue the person and the venue for all they got. You have nothing to lose, and it clearly ruined your life.
>mfw I fell out of a car and hit my head as a baby
>fell off a really tall slide head first at school when I was 8 I think
>around when I was 10 I fell off some stairs
>mfw my mother nor the female teachers ever had me checked for brain damage or anything
>have been diagnosed with ADHD and have had depression and learning disabilities
>>37272005
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfFRv_1XdDM