I wish I can redo my life knowing everything I know now.
>would have not gotten fat
>would have asked my oneitis out
>would have actively made friends
>would have not dropped out of college
>would have tried to find a skill and work towards it
I feel there's no turning back at this point, I'm past the point of redemption. Fuck me. Why was I born a robot? Why did I have to be so nonfunctional in society?
>>37258823
>get in shape
>find the same or another oneitis and ask her out
>make friends
>go back to college
>find an enjoyable skill and work towards it
I bet you're like 20 years old you faggot, you still have plenty of time to turn around
Start now.
Your life isn't over, stop focusing so much on the past. Learn the lessons and proceed forward.
You don't want to look back in another 20 years and go "gee I wish I would have done stuff"
>>37258823
I feel you, OP
All the shit in my life I regret not doing
I may not have ended up any happier, but I at least wouldn't look back at my life with so much regret of what could have been
It's a shame that there's almost no way to make up for it. Our society is too unforgiving.
>>37258848
Not Open, but things I want in life are out of my reach, and settling would make life not worth living.
>>37258823Wouldn't have mutilated my face.
10 Years and 11 months ago was the last time I felt human.
>>37259562what happened, anonymous?
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>>37259581I showered hours a day for years to wash the bad thoughts out.
It fucks you up, Anon. Please appreciate the simple things like eyelashes.
>>37259614
I'm sorry, I hope you find peace, stranger
>>37259650
I doubt it, but thanks.
Here's to deluding yourself into thinking there's a second chance after death.
>>37258823
>would have not gotten fat
would have never know what nice food feels like
>would have asked my oneitis out
would have gotten selfesteem crushed even harder
>would have actively made friends
would call you names behind your back
>would have not dropped out of college
would barely pass and still be useless
>would have tried to find a skill and work towards it
would give up midways