What do you want more than anything in the world? I want a clingy,

That doesn't exist. If it does, it'll end up being bad. Her heart will be impure.

I want a shitload of money so I don't ever have to work in my life.

I'd take four million dollars

>>37236114
Why wouldn't it exist? Why would her heart be impure? Love is the purest thing.

>>37236127
If she's obsessed with you and also 3D, she'll be obsessed with you because of her own self-esteem and because you give her attention, not because you are of worth. Codependent relationships aren't that great, anon. What happens if one of you changes or becomes healthier? What happens if she decides that you aren't enough for her anymore?

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I want to kill everybody in this world

>>37236088
To be noble and radiant enough that my mom would be proud of me. To earn my life. To take the act of love in her sacrifice and multiply it a thousand times. To take all of the darkness and venom and hatred and pain and grief and humilation and spite I've suffered and turn it into love and laughter and music and joy and warmth. To take all of the evil that's been thrown at me and still be a good person in the end. To keep her spark alive by having kids and to give them the stability and kindness I didn't get from my upbringing. To take all the lessons I've been taught and all the help I've gotten from strangers and friends and family and apply them to a worthy end.

To earn this shock of red hair.

>>37236223
I'm glad there are still people like you on /r9k/.

>>37236250
Thanks. That actually means a lot to me, and I appreciate it.

I want to meet my soulmate and be with them forever. I thought I had found him there but he dumped me yesterday. It hurts so bad

>>37236223
Your very attitude should make your mum proud, anon

>>37236088
The only thing I'm sorta caring about rn is feeling happiness.
I haven't felt this is a long time, or maybe I never have.
I just like to imagine what it's like to feel content and peaceful with life, as everything is bland and sad for me.

>>37236088
Honestly, the ability to basically function and get a job/education and such.

>still neither in my 30's

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Anyone who doesn't say their waifu, needs to leave right now.

To be the next Hitler, but win this time.

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I want to be able to love my waifu like I did 3 years ago. Falling out of love for what I can only describe as no reason sucked, over it now but I miss being able to have that part of my life fulfilled even if it was "fake"

>>37236504
I want the same, years and all
I fell to temptation though, and I lost all I had worked for
To have my life disappear into betrayal and Hellfire has turned me into a monster and while I may have circumstance and people to blame, ultimately it comes back all the same, the dream is dead and so are we
Don't be too hard on yourself, anon, you're all you got

>>37236088
Enough money to become a hermit and live a life of solitude and comfort.

>>37236461
As much as I'd love to be able to be together, I can't bring her into this horrible world.
She deserves better.

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>>37236088
i want to watch anime

lucky me right? god i love those nip cartoons

>>37236782
Who says you can't go to her?

>>37236504
>>37236723
What a hellish nightmare that must be. Me and my waifu are going 5 years strong.

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>>37236088
>tfw no cute gothic lolita gf
light was so lucky....

>>37236088
Same but it doesnt have to be a girl

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>>37236088
>he still hasnt gave up with women

>>37236088
I want to go a day without thinking my life is an experiment and everybody I have and ever will interact with is in on the experiment.

I want an average looking gay bf who likes even half the things I do and won't be mean to me.

>>37236088
Well ... I want to die

>>37236915
Fuck light that virgin bastard

>>37237048
Okay, we'll give you one day of that, but we won't tell you when.

>>37237048
Everyday, I think to myself that this world was completely designed to make me go crazy. I don't think I'll ever not be thinking that.

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Oh, Anon.
I've dealt with those kinds of women before, they are all good until you stop giving them all the attention, then they may break up with you but still love you and never stop bothering you. In short terms, you should be as deboted to them as they are to you.

superpowers
organo organelly

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>>37236088
My friend who calls when she's in a real bad place...I want her to call me even when she's not.

>>37236088
Happiness.

And not being muted for no less than 32 seconds jesus thats actually depressing.

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>>37236088
i want more than anything for my girlfriend not to die
im not getting it

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I just want to disappear and be erased from everyones memory. Existence is suffering.

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>>37236341
that is the worst feeling

>>37236088
I've had that, kind of. I was 16 and she was 14, couldn't get enough of me and was a qt. I ended up resenting her, because she took up so much of my time. I pretended to love her but she knew what was up and it only made her love me more.

I broke up with her and as far as I know she was miserable for a year after that

>>37236088
Find a skinny qt who doesn't get bored of me

This is a tough one. It's up in the air between having millions of dollars with everything I've ever wanted to buy, or being with the one that got away that I actually never really had a chance to begin with.

I'd have to think about that for a long time.

I just want a girl to actually want to talk to me
O'Reginald

I want a reason to live.

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I just want to be a 2D lesbian, why is this life so fucking unfair

>>37236341
Be my gf instead. Desperate robot here who would never dump my gf.

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A robot wife with whom I can explore what it truly means to be human with!

>>37236088
DONT DO IT

I had this for two and a half years and then she decided she hated me and left me and immediately started fucking another guy. Girls like this are NOT STABLE. Women are inherently a bit more emotional than men but girls like this are usually literally mentally unwell. Just find God instead.

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I want to grow my legs back

Happiness. My mind to be free of obsessive thoughts.

>>37240290
>I want to grow my legs back
lmao leglet cuck

>>37240587
>lmao leglet cuck
Rude

>>37240576
I have OCD and meditation/buddhism has helped me control it very well, to the point that I would say im cured.

>>37240290
Maybe you'll be reincarnated as an octopus to make up for it

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>>37236088
I want a gf that'll make me feel despair!
I want her to abuse me emotionally because she loves me so much!

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>>37240587
I'm gonnna fuck you up, Hisao

A billion dollars, which I will use to buy a blimp where I'll live for the rest of my life. I'll be able to travel and see lots of places while staying in the comfort of my home.

>>37240621
what type of meditation? their is many of them.

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>>37240628
Is that doujin good? Because I also love abusive girls

All the Swans discography.

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>>37240628
>>37240648
Good taste fampais, post emotional abuse

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>>37240648
It's great , there's not much on the emotional abuse though. It's by the same guy who did the moth doujin

it's called I'm Not Waiting Any More

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>>37240686
Nice, thank you
>tfw no gf to tell me how much of a worthless piece of shit I am
why even live?

No you don't want that. Nobody wants that. Stop watching so much Anime.

What you want and what everyone want is balance. Nothing is ever goid without balance. You are a loner, much like I was and I can GUARANTEE you that an emotionally dependant and clingy girl makes you long for loneliness because she is always fucking there. Humans are social by nature, but an overdose of social contact drives you to madness.

The problem with everyone when it comes to love, including normies, is that they grew up being fed with fantasy wishful thinking bullshit and everyone thinks this kind or that kind of person is perfect for them. The only way to know for sure what you need is through experience. Also, what someone wants is usually in total.opposirion with what they need. So everytime people go according to their desire, they get heartbroken because said object of desire almost never satisfy their expectations.

There's no big secret. The key is simple: Know yourself and to kniw yourself well enough to determine what you need, you need perspective and wisdom. Read a lot, educate yourself, discuss and exchange ideas and, above all else, strive to overcome your fears which are nothing but illusions. Strive for zen and the inner truth shall come to you.

Also inb4 normie get out reee. It's pointless to discard my opinion according to the image you project on me. You either draw wisdom from others or you don't. The choice is yours. Including the choice of improving your self perception or to remain clouded with futile illusions.

>>37240714
Would you even like it if she said it so bluntly? It would be kind of meh for me honestly, it's just a lame insult. I want someone who can make me feel terrible in more subtle ways.

>>37240761
Okay you might have a point there.
>I want someone who can make me feel terrible in more subtle ways
Do you have some examples? I'm curious.

>>37240624
Doubt it desu. I'll probably end up being a fucking snake or something

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>>37240782
>Do you have some examples? I'm curious.
I do. Pic related is more like it, but still not genius-tier sadism like I like it.

>>37240834
Fuck, that's pretty hot indeed. Are you into cuckshit as well? Because I am.

>>37240641
samatha, vipassana, anapanasati, and jhana.
Samatha is keeping a calm mind so that might be the most important, but vipassana teaches you how to keep your mind clear forever.

>>37240866
I don't find it hot at all, not in a sexual way. Neither the pic nor cucking in general. I just like it for other dumber reasons.

>>37240883
>I just like it for other dumber reasons.
Why if I may ask?

>>37240905
I just crave feeling bad and being hurt. There are a lot of reasons for it, so it's hard to explain. I find it really romantic too, which I also like. I like the idea of a girl hurting me, because the amount of pain I express is proof of my love for her, and ideally that would be part of her motivation for doing it. She wants to see how much she can hurt me emotionally, because she wants to know that I love her.

I'm really only interested in it for the mental aspects, not so much anything sexual.

i wish i had a shitton of money so i could afford plastic surgery

>>37240936
I see. That's really twisted, in an interesting kind of way. You're patrician m8

>>37240984
be my plastic surgery bf pIs

To make a million of crypto before 28, but I'm too poor lol

>>37236088
Superpowers. Reading minds, flying, stopping time, fuck I want them all.
That or going back in time 10 years or so. I can fix my fucking life.
Sometimes I still think it's gonna happen one of these days.

>>37241060
>be my plastic surgery bf pIs
what does this even mean

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>>37236088
i want to be turned into a cute little girl and get to relive my childhood but better

>>37240290
This makes me sad...
Ordigg

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>>37240782
>>37240761
>>37240714
>>37240686
>>37240665
>>37240648
>>37240628
I too wish to be verbally and emotionally abused. Though I also want to be physically abused as well. I like the idea of her using my body as a toy for her sadistic tendencies, and the more romantic part of me likes the idea of her marking my body with her love.

>>37241102
i-is that a no? PLEASE be my plastic surgery bf

>>37241160
>i-is that a no? PLEASE be my plastic surgery bf
ok fine, are you even a girl?

>>37241230
>ok fine, are you even a girl?
No? Girls are gross!

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I just want a cute bf that I can snuggle and scratch the back of his head while he's trying to finish some work before getting in bed
once he's done we can cuddle and I can wiggle my butt until he gets hard
then he'll ask if we can have sex and I'll mumble I'm tired of something and pretend to be asleep
then he'll stick it inside me when he thinks I'm asleep but I'm not and in the morning I'll tell him I'm filing rape charges

Cute virgin boys are so much fun to play with :3

>>37241270
>>37241326
Why don't you two fags get together and stop bothering everybody else

>>37241326
Why is a ghost posting on a Siamese water color painting board?

>>37241363
When did I ever say I was gay?

>>37241373
Why do you think I'm a ghost? I'm a real person anon

>>37241400
The date who else would post a written page from over 13 years ago? A ghost, obviously.

>>37241458
You're silly anon :^)

That's a photo of a journal entry from my elementary school days! I've struggled with depression my whole life

>>37241400
>I just want a cute bf
>When did I ever say I was gay?

>>37241534
>bf
>gay

Here's the part where I tell you that I'm a girl (female)

>>37241506
Neat. I hear bullying cute guys can help with depression.

>>37241572
>I'm a girl
Uh huh. Sure pal

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A maternal girlfriend that actually wants to get married, live together, is die together, and likes me a lot.

Never going to happen.

>>37241575
>bullying cute guys

Mhm. I bullied my first crush in the first grade.

He peed his pants and I got the whole class to chant "Fred the Bedwetter"! while he ran out crying

>>37241648
AII women NEED to be killed immediately

>>37241648
That sounds adorable. I had this girl I was friends with in 3rd grade. She would pour sand in my hair, poke me with sharp things (sticks, writing instruments etc) , and push me off the jungle gym. She was a good friend.

>>37241670
Hey! That's not nice anon. I wouldn't be very happy if someone tried to kill me

>>37241739
Wow she must've really liked you, anon. I think she wanted to be more than just friends. Bullying small lanklet boys is fun because they never know their own strength :}

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A cute girl who like Fall Out Boy (especially pre-hiatus), enjoys cooking, and has an overactive bladder she's really self conscious over that I can reassure her about.

When she can't make it to the restroom and wets her pants while we're out in public, I want to tie my jacket around her waist to hide her accident and tell her it's okay.

>>37241821
I like to think so, too bad her family moved. But that's life.

>>37236088
A death note. I want nothing more in the world than a death note. I would take it over 100bn USD.

>>37241883
Where are you from, anon?

I'll gladly throw sand in your face and poke you with sharp things if you live nearby

>>37236088
A purpose... I just want to feel that Im useful for once.

For everyone to see the pain that existence brings and voluntarily stop breeding. I know that whites are the only ones who could see this reasoning, but this is what I want more than anythinng; and end to suffering for everyone

>>37242019
South West of the US

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extremely underweight, like christian bale from the machinist underweight. problem is i have no self control and eat without thinking

>>37242081
That's too bad, anon. I'm in the opposite corner of the US

Hopefully you find a girl who will use and abuse you like I would've

>>37242201
Hopefully, but so many ladies are all "eh, why do you want me to hit you with a tire iron"? Still if good things were easy to get everyone would have em.

>>37236088
>a girl would ever hold a conversation with me.

I want lots of money.
I want to make someone's life out of sheer pettiness.
I want all women in the world to commit suicide and human race to die out.

>>37242481
make someone's life terrible*

>>37236088
I know somebody who actually does have this. Usually the clinginess and anime watching traits are present on account of some other shitty feature, usually depression/anxiety. The girl threatens every female in his friends list with death threats and has threatened to kill herself if he ever leaves her. Be careful what you wish for.

>>37236088

guy with clingy gf here, you DO NOT want this. It means she is very insecure and you will hate it trust me gonna break up with her stupid ass

Why does anyone care if a bitch threatens to commit suicide?
Not like it's your fault, she's mentally unstable.

>>37242600
CUck. KEK.

Give her to me okay, this transition can be smooth. Tell me what you're like and I'll mirror you as best as possible.

Go be with Stacy while I get a qt clingy gf.

Banish Moloch from this timeline

>>37242570
sounds like a girl i know actually the whole group of friends

>>37236088
I would say millions of dollars. Most of my issues are money related. As shallow as it sounds, it would be the best option.

>>37240290
Why is the picture mirrored in the middle?

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>>37236088
>tfw your waifu doesn't exist

But she exists in my heart so my cognition makes her real right?

>>37238579

;_;

adding some content up here.

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I have many lofty goals, that are realistically within my reach.

1. Lift 1/2/3/4
2. Do 90 days of nofap.
3. Become a physician.
4. Make Marcus proud.

Actually number 4 is the hardest.

>>37244659
who's marcus? Do you mean Marcus Aurelius?

>>37244834
Yes, the best Marcus.

>>37244867
No, really who's Marcus

Keeping your Carpe Diem is not as hard as becoming a physician

>>37236088
Hahah I have exactly that

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>>37236088
I want to be a good, straight-up, intelligent, clever and ambitious man. I want a clean, fair skin and good hair. I want to be able to rise in the morning with willpower and to settle at dusk, in my bed abode, knowing that I have accomplished my daily goals.

I want to honor my family so that I can pass away at peace, knowing that I have served them dutifully and that I have bolstered their pride.

I want to make several million dollars, buy luxury cars and homes, donate to charity, save Europe from immigrants, and lead my country to the star as President-for-Life.

But inside all of this lies another desire.
To be loved not by my family or my homeland but by this girl who is but a small part of my memory. She is long gone, somewhere else to life. But everything in her was headed in a concentric trajectory; everything seemed right within her soul. Her face was a priceless and unique arrangement of gorgeous features; her body was so beautiful yet so covered that any sensible male would have wanted to quickly tear off those long dark robes in order to shove his penile attachments in her anusshole.

This girl whom I loved soul and body at a deeper level than any; who is probably now married while my virgin ass sits in my comfy chair as I post on a Nepalese fly-fishing image board; I want her to love me from the bottom of her heart just as I have done for the past four years.

>>37244945
Yeah, Aurelius.

Actually I am on the way to become a physian.. Already a med student.

It is not really hard, since the All chose this role for me. I am just acting in accordance the All's will.

At least that is what I tell myself.

>>37245153
Do you mean the All-maker?

to have something that i want with every fiber of my being. right now its like im just going along with everything with the bare minimum of effort required and i hate it

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>>37245319
I will explain my understanding.

The All, is Nature, is "Phusis", it is the process of Evolution or growth towards potential. It is goodness.

What is good for something, or someone, is the degree of it's alignment with it's Phusis.

The All is the eternal series of cause and effect. I am the result of my parents and their choices. So, they are my cause, and they are also a result of their parents.
Every little detail in our lives is a cause of a prior effect. I believe this creates an eternal, holy chain.

Our human free will, lies in our ability to follow or discard our own, individual Phusis.

They usually say it is similar to a dog tied to a moving car with a long rope: There is time to choose, and there is a choice, to runs along or be dragged by fate.

About the All Maker ? I like to say it/he is the cause of the first push that began the chain of cause and effect, so it is the first cause.

Maybe a more educated student of Stoicism could correct any misunderstanding I have.

If you want to read a GREAT essay on Stoicism, it is pic related. It is easily available in PDF.

>>37236341
you didn't meet a robot

>>37245629
I only know Stoicism in the common sense of the word; to power through life while disconnected from your emotions

but I'll check this out

>>37236915
she doesn't wear gothic lolita, it's in that style but lolita at its core can't be sexualized and a lot of her outfits are

I want to know what love feels like.

I have a belly girlfriend like this. She's fantastic. The biggest problem is that she does come off as boring sometimes because she has no hobbies as a result of being stuck helping her family work through financial crisis.

death.
i know that if I got a gf, millions of dollars, a great body, anything posted here, i'd fuck it up anyhow.

>>37236915
i'll be your lolita gf.

is sweet lolita a dealbreaker?

i want to not have osteopetrosis

>>37246103
>is sweet lolita a dealbreaker?
no, it's good. discord?

>>37246103
What's sweet lolita?

If you're very degenerate and horny b my gf.

>>37246176
Poof. Your wish is my demand, grandma

>>37246214
email me first and i'll give it to you?
[email protected]

I want the world.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lam59v5kMLU

a bf who is like lal and will give me sweet, pure android love

A clingy insecure obsessive jealous gf that likes vidya and is in europe.

So rare. I won't be happy until I find one.

>>37246398
I can give you that if you want...

>>37246426
trust me son, you dont want this

>>37246458
Redpill me then. Go on. Try it. I have nobody in my life and 100% of the attention I give and get would be to and from her. Why wouldn't this work out?

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>>37236088
I want dragons n shit. Maybe intergalactic wars. Magic being real would be hot. It'd be cool if dinosaurs were still alive and I could slay them like Turok. Modern life is so god damn uninspiring. Work like a slave until you're too old and frail to do anything interesting, then you die. Ugh... I feel like fantasy/video games ruined reality. I mean what's the point? Earth will inevitably be scorched and engulfed in the expanding sun. All stars will die. The universe will become inhabitable to all life. I mean, it's still incredible to exist in the first place, but it could have been so much more interesting...

>>37246494
The problem is she wouldn't be jealous if you give your attention to her 100% of the time. She has to have some sort of threat.

t. crazy jealous gf who is only jealous in relationships where my SO is talking to a lot of other people

>>37236461
Thread was over before it began.

>>37236088
I had what you wanted the most, and I abandoned her because she was a feckless neet with no hope for a future.

>>37246970
Well it's good she can be relaxed then because there's no competition. Another plus. So just clingy and obsessive yandere vidya gfs in europe please apply.

>>37247013
>not importing her and making her your personal hopeless fucktoy without future

You are a cuck.

>>37246435
i wish (you) could but my wish is unattainable, everyone is human

>>37247091
I already did that. I got bored of her and now I'm with someone with better prospects and more money. She simply wasn't good enough for me. I had sex on tap, but it wasn't enough. She was just too far beneath me.

>>37236088


OP this kinda shit is never gonna happen if you don't make a move

just remember these words : make a change

>>37247139
You had it all you stupid fuck. You could have kept your mouth shut and had a fucking sexslave right there. But you just had to blow it up, you and your pride and your ego needed someone "better".

May a thousand worn out shoes descend upon your family. I'd give my left nut to be in your position.

>>37247187
But now I'm in an even better position. To you I had it all, but to me it wasn't enough. So I traded it up and now I have more. Nothing stupid about that.

>>37247187
> you and your pride and your ego

Hey Mike. Survive that gunshot wound?

>>37247248
As Chad you can do that I guess. But you need to fuck off from my board.

>>37247311
Was just rewatching Season 5 and it stuck in my head. Such a good rant by him.

>>37247325
Yeah it was memorable, but I don't think he was entirely right though. The end of "Half-Measures" was the reason Walt (spoiler alert for those who haven't watched it) had to kill Gus's men, and by extension Gus himself to save his own skin

>>37246375
Than get the body of a jonathan joestar

I want someone, anyone in this world to just approach me and talk to me.

I hate to always initiate and it kills me so much. I can literately go silent on all social media and no one would notice.

At the same time I feel like I am the leader of my band of Misfits. And that they expect me to stay events and make things happen.

>>37236088
For everything to disappear, and to have had a good reason for existing, and for the conclusion to be satisfying.